Vulgar People (4)

The local dog that has been with me for many years, Xiao Hei.

This is a dog that I remember deeply. Xiao Hei had shiny black hair all over his body. I often stroked Xiao Hei. Xiao Hei looked like a wolfdog, but his blood was not pure. In my heart, it is the purest bloodline, and it is my good friend.

Xiaohei is a bitch, I stayed at my cousin’s house. My aunt didn't want to keep him anymore, saying that Xiaohei was a stupid dog.

I said: "It's a silly dog, and I don't want it either."

He let me take a look, but I fell in love with it. When I first met Xiao Hei, he was so thin. However, I took Xiao Hei home and got along with him carefully. Soon he became stronger and stronger in my home.

Many people don’t dare to come to my house because they are afraid of Xiaohei.

That year, my father and my mother had a quarrel. My dad doesn’t talk outside the world, but he scolds and beats people at home. My father beat my mother, I don’t know why; I can only watch, I can’t stand my father beating my mother.

When I was a child, I hated Ma Laosan the most. Ma Laosan was unreasonable and took away my beloved nail clippers.

I have a favorite set of nail clippers. Ma Laosan gave me 2 yuan and said I would give him the nail clippers.

I disagreed. Not only did Ma Laosan not give me the money, he also took away the nail clippers. Ma Laosan said, if you don’t want the money given to you, then don’t ask for it.

I cried in protest. Ma Laosan, come up and give me three big mouths; tell me that you are crying and beat you.

I said: "Just wait for me, I won't support you in the future."

Ma Laosan said: "Who are you not supporting? Who are you not supporting? It's against you." "With that said, he came up and kicked me a few times.

Ma Laosan, I’ve had enough of dealing with me all day long. The nail clippers already made me feel distressed this time, but Ma Laosan, not only did the nail clippers deal with me this time, but he also punished me normally. I couldn't talk back or resist, otherwise I would be beaten.

Not only did Ma Laosan beat me many times, he also beat my sister and my mother. In my heart, I have long regarded Ma Laosan as an enemy; he probably beat my mother because my mother had a quarrel with him, my native dog.

My mother was beaten by Ma Laosan. She had nowhere to be angry and was angry inside, so my mother beat Xiao Hei. My heart aches so much, I can’t bear to hit Xiao Hei; every time I hit Xiao Hei, Xiao Hei’s pitiful screams make my heart bleed.

Ma Laosan, this person is not very eloquent, but he always thinks that he is very kind and righteous. At work, a co-worker had a conflict with Ma Laoer and cursed: CN mother. Ma Lao San took the stick and took his turn, beating the man who called Ma Lao Er a motherfucker until he ran away.

When Ma Lao Er had a problem that time, as long as it was solved by force, he said: "Let Ma Lao San do it."

Ma Lao San ignored me and hit me with Li Li. Hit me and I feel different inside. If Ma Laosan hits me for a reason, I won't scold him. If Ma Laosan hits me without a reason, I will definitely scold him: "Wait for me, aren't you a few years older than me? We'll see."

Ma Lao San, hit me, and I ran out of the house; before I could run far, Ma Lao San caught me, put his foot on my butt, and kicked me back.

The first time I was beaten to a bloody head by Ma Laosan was when I was ignorant. That year, Ma Laosan went to do farm work; my sister Ma Xiaojing and my second aunt's cousin Ma Xiaoshuang were at my house. I want to take money to buy ice cream. There is a fifty-cent bill and a 50-yuan bill on the window sill.

My sister Ma Xiaojing asked me to take 5 cents.

No, I want to get 50 yuan.

I took it when my sister wouldn’t let me take it; on the way to buy something, I happened to meet Ma Laosan.

My sister Ma Xiaojing told my father: Ma Xiaochuan took 50 yuan and ran away.

I don’t even know the concept of 50 yuan versus 50 cents. I only know that 50 yuan looks comfortable to me.

Ma Laosan held my ear while pushing the bicycle; pushing the bicycle with his left hand, holding my ear with his right hand, and holding my butt with his right foot. I didn't know what happened, but I knew I was beaten. I cried loudly, and Ma Laosan continued to beat me mercilessly.

While beating and scolding: "Little JB, I told you to disobey. I'm going to ask you, will you be obedient in the future?"

I cried with tears all over my face. I said: "I'm obedient, don't fight, don't fight..."

Ma Laosan said: "Be obedient, I want you to be obedient.

"He went up and kicked me again. This kick knocked me down. I was lying on the ground and I couldn't get up.

Ma Laosan said: "Get out of here. ”

I got up with difficulty, but Ma Lao San grabbed my ears and kicked me again. Ma Lao San kept beating me into the house, and then kicked me outside the house, and then outside the house. I broke into the house.

I cried for several hours, clenching my fists while crying; I clenched my teeth with hatred. I was beaten that year, and I was only 6 years old. I still remember this incident, and I took a big bite on my right hand.

I will definitely seek revenge from Ma Laosan in the future.

To this day, my neighbors. , I still remember the experience of being beaten. Fifteen years later, when I heard my neighbors talk about it, I remembered that it was not hatred in my heart; what I felt in my heart was sorrow. I was sad that people in small places had stupid thinking. Education has always produced filial sons.

The impression left on me by Ma Laosan is not that he loves me and leaves me something delicious, but he doesn’t have a TV and just buys it. The tall image of a big TV. Ma Laosan is an idiot and an uneducated person. Will I be as stupid as Ma Laosan in the future? . At home, he only beats his wife and children. He has good things and bad things; his good things are small and his bad things are big and bad.

I look down on Ma Laosan, he can't say. , He doesn't understand reason, he has no thinking. Ma Laosan's eloquence is only shown when he scolds others. He doesn't scold others, he scolds my mother, my sister.

Ma Laosan has three major hobbies: raising pigeons, fishing, and smoking. Ma Laosan doesn't like drinking, but Ma Laosan also drinks. When he drinks, his face turns red and he finds a place to climb up and sleep.

Ma Laosan can’t drink, but if someone offers him a drink, he will drink it, and if he is asked to do it, he will do it.

They all say that Ma Laosan drinks. In fact, I understand that behind his back, he does. He said that Ma Laosan was stupid and kept drinking even if he couldn't.

Ma Laosan gave birth to me, but Ma Laosan did not give me life or soul.

From childhood to adulthood, Ma Laosan has always been a man. Third, they won’t treat me badly when it comes to my food and drink; they have never interfered with me mentally. It’s fine if they don’t intervene; however, they don’t tell me where I want to go and what I want to do, so I can only find it myself.

Ma Laosan often taught me: "Child, you have to have backbone; you have to make your own way, and you have to be promising. ”

I said: “Whatever, that’s what makes you promising.” ”

Ma Laosan said: “You have ability and status. Money is still secondary, you still need to have power, and you need to go to school well. ”

My mother, in this family, was offended, so she said to me: “If it weren’t for you two children, I would have stopped following Ma Laosan.” ”

Ma Laosan has advantages and strength. He can make money as a bricklayer and build buildings for people in the city.

Ma Laosan, in order for me to go to school well, he also gave me I said, as long as you study hard, you can do whatever you want.

What do I want?

I want to be a eloquent person, and you, Ma Laosan, will give it to you. Is it available?

I couldn’t give it, and I didn’t ask for it.

Because I was addicted to the Internet, I often played games with my friends, so I started to get it at home. I don't steal a lot of money. I usually only take a few yuan or about 10 yuan.

When I was caught by Ma Laosan, I was beaten, but I didn't really want to take the money. Going online means escaping from this home; I don’t know where else I can go without home, so I have no choice but to go to the Internet cafe. I spend a lot of time in the Internet cafe and don’t want to go home to sleep. I hate the people at home and hate seeing them. I often go to the Internet cafe to play games all night. When I get tired from playing games, I get up early and go to school. There are only two things in my mind every day, playing games and sleeping. .

I was already notorious in school; the teachers didn’t care about me and just slept and played in class.

I was like this for more than two years; the Internet cafe closed down. It was not opened in the village.

The network manager opened a store selling computers; later, he opened a computer city somewhere. It was an exaggeration to say that the computer city was just a self-operated store with several computers in it. Just a computer.

I moved to the Computer City. In the Computer City, the boss was named Jiang Xiaojun. When I was thirteen years old, Xiaojun was already thirty and had not yet married a wife. He had no money to marry a wife and just played games all day long.

I am familiar with Xiaojun and can help him play his game account. Sometimes, when you play by yourself, you can owe money; when you have money, you pay back the money, just because you are familiar with it. When I was at Xiaojun's place during summer vacation, I would play games at night and sleep during the day. My mother would look for me wherever she went. If she found me, I would go home and stay for a while.

My mother bought me delicious food and let me stay at home. I stayed for a while and then left; not being at home was my inertia at that time.

Ma Laosan goes out to work; every time he comes home, he beats me several times. Although Ma Laosan will buy a lot of delicious food when he comes home, I still don't like to see him. Even, I don’t have a cold with him; when he comes home, he wants me to call him: Dad. That time, I screamed with difficulty and I didn't want to pay attention to him.

Gu Yiping’s passing was also the most difficult and heartbreaking event for me at that time.

What I focus on every day is being able to access the Internet. I don’t want to face things in reality; I am running away from everything, all the annoying people, and the pain of Gu Yiping’s departure.

Ma Xiaoyuan and Ma Xiaojie also fought together with me. Ma Xiaoyuan often asks Ma Xiaojie to find trouble with me. When school was over, Ma Xiaojie used his legs to block me from leaving; Ma Xiaojie and I got into a fight, Ma Xiaojie slapped me a few times, and I slapped him a few times.

Ma Xiaojie said, if you dare to fight back, punch me again.

I punched him again.

Ma Xiaojie stopped going to school and dropped out very early; he did not graduate from elementary school, but when he saw the teacher there, he left so that he could say "just wait."

Later on, he started to hold grudges and kept looking for opportunities to hit me.

Ma Xiaotong and I were together for a while. However, we broke up later, and he and Ma Xiaoyuan came to me and wanted to fight with me.

Two people cannot fight. I went to find Ma Xiaodong and said, just hold Ma Xiaotong back.

When we walked to the field, Ma Xiaoyuan said: "What should we do?"

I said: "We can fight no matter what."

Ma Xiaodong can't be beaten. Ma Xiaotong: I am with Ma Xiaoyuan, knock him down, and also go to help Ma Xiaodong. Later, I decided to act anxiously. I pinned Ma Xiaoyuan under me and hit him hard on the face. He protected his face with his hands, so I broke off his hands.

He felt very uncomfortable, so I said: "Get up, do you want to fight?"

He said: "Fight."

I broke his hand hard He said, "Should we fight?"

He said, "Fight."

I tried harder, but he compromised and said, "I won't fight."

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He said: "You really don't want to fight."

I said: "Say, beating yourself is SB."< /p>

He said: "Don't tell me."

I said: "Should you tell me?"

He said: "Don't tell me."

I tried harder, and he told me that his nose was bleeding. He also started crying, so he said he wanted to go home and wash himself. Ma Xiaodong finally suppressed Ma Xiaotong.

After returning home, Ma Xiaoyuan washed away the nosebleed at Ma Xiaodong's house and left my house without paying any attention to the matter. When Ma Xiaoyuan left, he used bricks. He threw himself at the front door of my house and ran away quickly.

Ma Xiaotong and Ma Xiaoyuan made a comeback again. This time, they learned the lesson and called more than ten people; these ten people hardly needed any attention. Only Ma Xiaotong and Ma Xiaoyuan can be taken seriously; Ma Xiaoyuan said: You can call people as you please.

I said: "No, I can do it myself."

Beforehand, I also thought about it, why are you always forcing me?

I made a bend with a steel wire at home and sharpened the end of the steel wire. Originally, I planned to use weapons as a last resort, and there were so many of them beating me alone; I took it out and just went up and beat me. I didn't run away, but they did. When they saw that I had a weapon, they didn't dare to get close, so they beat me with small bamboo sticks or small willow sticks.

I was angry, and I didn’t care how they beat me. I just stabbed them with the tip of the wire, and they all ran away.

When I went home, I felt that this was such a waste.

Bai Xiaohu whipped me with a willow stick; this kid, who has never been noticed by me, dared to hit me.

I found a stick at home, rode a bicycle, and chased more than a dozen of him. They happened to be walking, playing NB, and saying: "Hit Ma Xiaochuan."

I was holding a stick behind me and chasing after me on my bicycle; they turned around and saw me, and I shouted: "CNM, stop for me, NMB." Those people ran very fast; Bai Xiaohu hurried to Ma Xiaotong's house At the door, I only chased Bai Xiaohu. Bai Xiaohu thought that if he saw Ma Xiaotong, everything would be fine. I rode a bicycle, approached Bai Xiaohu, and gave him a stick. Bai Xiaohu was lying down at that time, crying and out of breath. I said: You little bastard, this is a lesson; next time, I will let you die.

Aren’t you, Bai Xiaohu, a bully?

This is not the end, Bai Xiaohu likes Zhang Xiaoman; Ma Xiaoyuan can’t stand it, Ma Xiaotong can’t stand it, and Ma Xiaodi can’t stand it either. That day, Ma Xiaotong discussed this matter with Ma Xiaoyuan and wanted to beat Bai Xiaohu. Ma Xiaodi also wants to beat Bai Xiaohu, and I also want to beat Bai Xiaohu; they are all for Zhang Xiaoman, and I am for revenge.

Beat Bai Xiaohu until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen. The four of us gathered together, Ma Xiaodi kicked me, Ma Xiaoyuan kicked me, Ma Xiaotong kicked me, and I kicked me. Ma Xiaotong went up and punched Bai Xiaohu three times in the stomach, and Bai Xiaohu knelt down at that time. If that was not enough, Ma Xiaoyuan went up and slapped him a few times. After beating for dozens of minutes, I also punched him, and I felt better.

Zhang Xiaoman stopped me and didn’t let me get beaten, and stopped me and let me stop making trouble.

Zhang Xiaoman said, what are you doing here? Go back.

He stopped Ma Xiaotong again and asked Ma Xiaotong not to fight; Ma Xiaoyuan saw Ma Xiaotong being stopped by Zhang Xiaoman, so he became jealous. He said: People are blocking Ma Xiaotong, but Zhang Xiaoman likes Ma Xiaotong.

Because of this, the school wants to expel us and also calls the parents. Later, Bai Xiaohu didn't dare to hold him accountable, so he just let it go. He, Bai Xiaohu, was beaten by us for no reason, but how could the discussion between us be reasonable?

Later, they all agreed and said: Bai Xiaohu is mean-mouthed and curses people more than once.

What we said was convincing, and the teacher believed it. The teacher believed it, so he believed it, and even criticized Bai Xiaohu.

Bai Xiaohu said: "If I scold you, I was not raised by humans."

I always heard anger and said: "You Bai Xiaohu, what do you want to do? Question it? , the teacher’s judgment? Let me ask you, you didn’t provoke them, did they dare to beat you? Are you going to piss me off?”

Bai Xiaohu said: "Teacher, I really didn't scold you; I didn't scold you if you lied to others and you will die."

The teacher gritted his teeth and said: "You still lie, you still lie. You are really good, you Bai Xiaohu, you want to do it What? Think about it, they have been fired and have nothing to do all day long. If you don't admit your mistake now, what will you do? If you are in school, be gentle; if you leave school, will you still know the severity?"

Bai Xiaohu said: "I know I was wrong."

The teacher said: "You scolded me. "Is it okay?"

Bai Xiaohu said: "I scolded you."

The teacher said: "Hey, you are a good kid if you know you are wrong. You can go back."

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A few of us burst into laughter when we heard it, and cursed: You deserve it!

We also smoke in the school playground and toilets. We smoked and discussed things. Ma Xiaotong wanted to beat Ma Xiaoxu, and Ma Xiaoyuan also wanted to beat Ma Xiaoxu. They asked me jointly, I also had that idea.

My meaning is very clear. He, Ma Xiaoxu, ruined my brain and only gave me a few rotten apples to eat.

That day, at noon, the three of us went to school and beat up Ma Xiaoxu. Ma Xiaotong beat Ma Xiaoxu several times on the stomach, and also used sticks and stools to beat him until Ma Xiaoxu could only beg for mercy and cry.

Ma Xiaoxu’s face was full of snot from crying; his red underpants were exposed. It was Ma Xiaoxu’s birth year at that time.

Ma Xiaoxu’s parents took Ma Xiaoxu to the hospital; in the hospital, they saw a doctor, took X-rays, and did B-ultrasound. We were blackmailed, but later we found out that it was not the result of a beating; it was because Ma Xiaoxu's brain was not well developed, and we were told it was a concussion. In fact, Ma Xiaoxu did not develop well in the mother's womb. His brain was as big as the cerebellum.

It cost about more than 2,500 yuan, which was shared equally by our three parents.

I was the one who started smoking in school. I couldn't smoke by myself, so I took Ma Xiaotong to smoke. Ma Xiaotong became addicted. From then on, we had the same language and have been inseparable. Although there were conflicts later, from then on, Ma Xiaotong was often with me.

Ma Xiaotong was in love with someone and didn’t know what to do with her, so I suggested that he write a love letter. Later, when Ma Xiaotong kissed and hugged girls in the classroom, it was my fault. However, Ma Xiaotong was the first to do this. From then on, Ma Xiaotong made everyone have a different view of him.

Ma Xiaotong, take me to his house to play. Ma Xiaoyuan is also there. A few of us went to take pictures together, and Ma Xiaodi, after taking pictures. When they got together, Ma Xiaotong took out some liquor and wanted to drink some, and also got some peanuts.

I don’t know what liquor is. Ma Xiaotong, go get the peanuts. I drank half the bottle of liquor in one gulp. After drinking, my face turned red. Feeling dizzy, Ma Xiaotong took out the peanuts and asked, "Why is the wine gone?"

Ma Xiaoyuan said, "Ma Xiaochuan has finished drinking."

Ma Xiaotong said: "I'll take a look, you are really good at drinking."

Ma Xiaotong said and drank some. Ma Xiaoyuan didn’t drink much; we agreed to go to Zhangjiazhuang.

I don’t want to go to Zhangjiazhuang either. There is no one I want to find there.

Why go?

It should be an apology.

Before this, there was a person named Ge Xiaoru in Zhangjiazhuang; she asked me who I liked. I said that I didn’t like anyone, but the one I really liked was Gu Yiping. When she left, my heart died.

Ge Xiaoru, let me find her. She will be waiting for me in Zhangjiazhuang at 12:30.

Ge Xiaoru, I don’t know why you are in Zhangjiazhuang. I don’t understand it now, but Ge Xiaoru, you waited for me for a long time, and I didn’t get there until four o’clock in the afternoon.

How could I listen to what she said? I have nothing to do with you. They all said that Ge Xiaoru likes me; because I am cowardly, they have problems with me now.

Where is the cowardice?

Some people want to bully Ge Xiaoru and Ge Xiaoru. Ma Xiaoyuan and Ma Xiaotong help; I don’t help, is it because I don’t want to help?

No, I don’t think I can solve it. I asked my sister, Ma Xiaojing, to tell her classmate that she should come forward and talk about this matter. However, that was all after the fact. Sister Ma forgot to mention it, and I didn’t care.

Ge Xiaoru, call me and send me a message.

At school, Ge Xiaoru secretly talked to me; just talk, she was still shy, and when she met her classmates, she turned around and scolded me. She told her classmate that she and I were fighting; when her classmate left, she was apologizing to me.

I thought to myself, crazy; who wants to talk to you?

Ge Xiaoru was disappointed with me; on the day of disappointment, I broke the contract and promised her to go, but I went so late. I was surfing the Internet in an Internet cafe and was playing a killing game. I would like to find you when I have time. However, since I agreed, I bought another small gift. It cost 7 yuan, but the small gift was very lame; I originally wanted to buy one that could sing and give it to a girl.

The aunt who bought the gift told me that if you buy this, sing: You are my lover, you are my flower.

I said, no, this is too ambiguous.

The aunt said: "Who are you giving it to?"

I said: "It's just a woman, I just know her."

The aunt said: "You Just give it to you, it’s cheaper; it’s not for lovers, it’s just for girls.”

I said, “She sings too vulgarly.”

The aunt said: "Giving it to a girl, how can it not be disgusting, don't you think so?"

I nodded, thinking about it, it was right.

I went to find Ge Xiaoru, Zhang Xiaoman, Zhang Xiaoyang, Wang Xiaoli, Zhang Xiaoying, Zhang Xiaodi, and Feng Xiaojia. A bunch of women seemed to be there. So, I gave it to Ge Xiaoru; I apologized to her, chatted for a while and then went home.

Ge Xiaoru kept muttering that I broke the contract and made her wait for so long.

I thought to myself, if you are willing at that time, I will be fine; then Ge Xiaoru, if you don’t want a gift, I don’t want it either, so I will leave, as I wish.

On the first day of school on Monday, Ge Xiaoru gave me a gift and gave me a letter. She said: Ma Xiaochuan, I’m sorry. I can't accept your gift. On that day, I waited for you for a long time, but you didn't come. Zhang Xiaodi likes you, you can give her a gift.

Ma Xiaotong and Ma Xiaoyuan also said that Zhang Xiaodi likes me. I think Zhang Xiaodi hates me. They always scold me and roll their eyes at me when they see me. If they have candy, they will only give it to Ma Xiaotong and Ma Xiaoyuan. If they don’t give it to me, how can they like me? Ma Xiaodi also broke the gift I gave to Ge Xiaoru. I hated her so much.

However, later, it turned out to be true; however, I injured Zhang Xiaodi. She, Zhang Xiaodi, cried and told me: Ma Xiaochuan, this is the last time, never again.

I don’t even know how I broke her heart, but she Zhang Xiaodi. I just felt distressed, and I looked soft-hearted, but I was stubborn, and I said: "Fuck you, uncle, who knows who you are. It should have been the last time, and it should have been no more."

From then on From now on, Zhang Xiaodi and I are like strangers.

Some time has passed since these things happened. Ma Xiaotong is no longer with Zhang Xiaoman, but with Feng Xiaojia. The day I drank half a bottle of wine, we went to Zhangjiazhuang again; Ma Xiaotong was going to find Feng Xiaojia, and Ge Xiaoru also came out that day.

In Zhangjiazhuang, Ma Xiaotong bought a bottle of liquor. He drank half of the bottle and I drank half of the bottle. Smoking a cigarette, I looked at the road. Why couldn't I see clearly?

I drank too much, so I lay on the street crying; as stupid as a child, I said: "From now on, all grudges will be wiped out." I shouted, Gu Yiping, where are you, I'm going to Looking for you. I said: "I'm sorry Ge Xiaoru, I broke the contract; I'm sorry, I love Gu Yiping, I only love her."

Ma Xiaotong slapped me, and I was lying on the street, and they were all laughing at me. Ma Xiaotong helped me wake up, bought another bottle of water, and poured it on my face. Later, when I was really unconscious, Ma Xiaotong asked Ma Xiaoyuan to take me home. Ma Xiaoyuan and I talked about our past grievances on the road. We agreed that no one would mention those things from now on; from now on we are good brothers, which is good. friend.

Since then, Ma Xiaoyuan and I have begun to ease our previous relationship.

Ge Xiaoru, I cried so sadly that day; she forgave me, and while crying, she said: "Stop talking, stop talking."

That night, I I slept so soundly after drinking so much.

After crying, I felt much calmer.

From that day on, Gu Yiping disappeared. I can’t wait anymore, I can’t afford to wait.

The Ma Xiaochuan who loves you, who loves you deeply, has been struck down by time; my past, my life, I wish you well and happiness.

(To be continued)