Life Insights Love Story: No. 88 Bailu Road

Life Insights and Love Story: No. 88 Bailu Road

One

On his eighteenth birthday, Chen Xiaozao gave him She bought me a pink dress with lace and knee-length skirt. When turned, it will show a beautiful bud curvature. It is very beautiful when paired with white stockings. The skirt costs 322 yuan a piece, which is his half-semester pocket money. However, I did not receive the skirt because I gave him a wrong address, No. 88 Bailu Road. Not my home.

I live in an old house on the east side of the city, only an alley away from his house. Standing at the door, I can see the orange light shining in his window. I once suggested to him that he change to a fluorescent eye-protection lamp, because that color does not hurt the eyes, but Chen Xiaozao refused and said with a smile: "I just like orange." ?The corners of his mouth are raised, which contains the spirit of many young people. I like Chen Xiaozao, just like Chen Xiaozao likes orange lights, and there is no reason that can be explained.

Because we were neighbors, we grew up together and were inseparable in and out of school. Until the second year of junior high school, I got a minor illness and took hormone treatment, which made me weigh 160 pounds. Even after recovering from the illness, I couldn't lose weight no matter what. From then on, I got countless nicknames, while Chen Xiaozao added countless troubles out of thin air.

? Chen Xiaozao and Fatty Gu are walking together! Chen Xiaozao is going to marry Fatty Gu and go home!?

My ears are filled with these voices all the time. I am not the only one. People who like to cause trouble to others will quickly take a back seat. When he comes to my house again to call me to go to school, I have all kinds of excuses not to go. Gradually, he understands what I mean and stops calling me. When we were eighteen years old, we were already strangers. We would bump into each other occasionally, smile awkwardly, and then quickly turn around and run away without even saying hello.

But even so, I still like Chen Xiaozao, just like the lighting city is full of cheap eye protection lamps, but he still refuses to replace the small orange lamp in the study.

2

In 1998, OICQ became popular on the Internet, and netizens gave it a vivid name, called Oh, I see you. I tried my best to get on Chen Xiaozao's QQ, and added him anonymously. I gave myself an online name of Suiyao, which seems to be the homophone of waterweed, symbolizing silent growth, no involvement with others, or brokenness. Dream meaning. Chen Xiaozao’s online name is the same as his real name. I still remember the first words I said to him were: ?Hello, Chen Xiaozao?, and he replied to me: ?Hello, Yao Yao?.

Because of this title, we quickly became close.

There are two different people between me on the Internet and in real life. The former is eloquent, witty, and has a cute QQ avatar that makes people think about it, while the only label for the latter is fat, which is associated with gluttony, stupidity, and laziness. Together, the two identities are combined in that they both have a gentle temper and like Chen Xiaozao. Yes, thin people are prevalent. If a fat person is not docile, even the few people who are friendly to her will disappear. The world is so unfair.

During the chat, I told Chen Xiaozao that I was in the second year of high school, the same age as him, and lived in Xiamen, which is like spring all year round. It doesn’t snow in winter, let alone in spring, and there are blue ones. The ocean, and a beautiful island called Gulangyu Island. Chen Xiaozao looked longingly and said that if she had the chance, she would go to the island to see the sea. But actually, I've never been there.

I know his life well.

At school, we are classmates. We have a panoramic view of everything in the classroom. At home, we are neighbors. If I want, I can even easily know what time he goes to bed at night, what time he gets up in the morning, and eats three meals a day. What, so on the Internet, I often behave in a way that surprises him:? I guess you stayed up late last night, your eyes are so dark!? Did you have a conflict with someone at school today? Your tone sounds bad!? What’s for dinner? Across the screen, there’s a whiff of garlic!? He repeatedly exclaimed that he’s met a god, and I calmly said, “You know what you know when you watch the astronomical phenomena at night?” Our tacit understanding showed during that period of time. Growing exponentially, across the screen, we talk about the same topic and make the same joke.

　　三

In the blink of an eye, I am in my senior year of high school. I have become fatter because of the pressure, and Chen Xiaozao’s parents suddenly and inconsiderately started a divorce. He can be heard from across an alley. Swearing and beatings coming from the home.

I was worried about Chen Xiaozao, so I ran to the door and looked around. I saw the lights in his room suddenly light up and then go out. Sometimes he would quietly close the door and go out, hiding in the thick night, his sighs disappearing lightly under the eaves.

I hid behind the screen, chatting with him, telling jokes, and pretending to be crazy. He typed the words "hehe", but he still looked haggard, with messy hair and obvious blue stubble on his chin. He said he was about to lose his home, and it didn't help that I comforted him with black writing.

One day Chen Xiaozao suddenly asked me: Yaoyao, if possible, what kind of special function would you like to have?

I said: Be invisible and not be caught. If you see it, there will be no worries of being ignored. ?

He said he hoped he could read minds, listen to all kinds of things in the world, and listen to what is going on in his parents’ minds!

I said he refused to move forward. See, we will eventually have a family of our own, and he says I crave attention and have low self-esteem for no reason.

That day, we kept chatting until four in the morning. We watched the red sun rise from the horizon together across an alley.

I still clearly remember every word we said that night: life, ideals, bits and pieces. It seemed like that was the case at that age, when they were new to the world, confused and confused, with no need for focus or purpose. Just the same questions and confusion were enough to comfort each other.

At dawn, Chen Xiaozao said to me: Yaoyao, I have fallen in love with you, would you like to be my girlfriend?

My heart beat at 160 beats per second The speed, jumping wildly.

I said yes.

四

For a long time, I was immersed in the longing that this love brought to me. He never asked about my height, my weight, or even He didn't ask for my photo, he just kept talking to me on the screen, talking about math problems that I couldn't solve, talking about a new martial arts novel, talking about behavior, psychology, philosophy, and everything that makes us look like Something more mature and profound.

Several times I thought about telling him my true identity, but because of a faint worry, I held back every time.

With 100 days left before the college entrance examination, Chen Xiaozao’s parents finally divorced. Chen Xiaozao told me that he had figured it out and there was no need for two people to be together if they didn't love each other. I sent him a hugging emoji.

The class teacher found out about this and told the class cadres to pay attention to Chen Xiaozao’s mood during this period. The class cadres spread the word, and soon the whole class was in an uproar. Know. Chen Xiaozao became a key protection target, and even the faint melancholy buried in the pile of books suddenly became attractive. Several good-hearted girls began to approach Chen Xiaozao. Maybe it was out of good intentions, maybe it was because of the huge pressure of the college entrance examination. The proactive approaches turned into proactive advances, and I became depressed.

There are many girls who are very beautiful, at least compared to me, they are thousands of dollars better.

I asked Chen Xiaozao on QQ if he would fall in love with someone else. Chen Xiaozao swore that he only liked me.

After that, he really alienated those girls and would even read the love letters he received to me word for word.

I became the sweetest fat guy in the world.

I made up my mind and said to Chen Xiaozao: Do ??you want to see my photos?