Q: Why do my classmates always look at me with derision? But the feeling of pretending to be friendly when talking to me? Many people are like this, my child.

First, you may be unsociable, but this is not a big disadvantage. Everyone has his own personality.

As for it, it laughs at you and talks to you well.

First, maybe they don't care and think it's okay to laugh at you, but they are actually friendly.

The second possibility is that they are really playing you. After all, there is no deep hatred, and superficial friendliness is human nature.

Third. . . There are many situations, right? Although your behavior is the same, each of your classmates is different and their ideas are different. Some are really hostile, some are for social purposes, and some may think you are nice and not "too angry" to laugh at you, so you laughed when you teased B, but you didn't really laugh. (a little roundabout)

If you are still a student, study hard. When you are good at something, maybe no one will laugh at you, and maybe they don't feel anything when they laugh at you (not as good as me anyway).

note:

All human sufferings are essentially anger at their own incompetence.