Reflections on Juan's Diary of Life (also known as Unfinished Life)

The first time I heard Yu Juan's name was when I was watching CCTV news, but the characters in the news came and went, and I didn't take it to heart at that time. I only know that she is ill and should make a positive energy propaganda to fight against the disease.

The second time, the leaders held a meeting to organize everyone to learn the deeds of Yu Juan. I once heard a joke about how to ruin a song as an alarm clock. Why? Because it affects sleep. It happened that this day was supposed to be a rest, but everyone was called to a meeting to study. After the meeting, everyone talked to the effect that you were so melodramatic when you were sick and wrote articles, which affected people's rest and listening to your deeds. I have forgotten the specific content of the report, but I don't think Juan is at fault. The crooked-mouthed monk is not good at chanting scriptures. If he died, he gave up fame and fortune. Whose mouth is at fault?

The third time, after experiencing family cancer and physical discomfort, I was troubled and recalled Yu Juan's deeds, but that was five years later.

It stands to reason that Yu Juan is ill and should be more negative, but her life diary is full of joys and sorrows. What makes her happy is the encouragement and support from close relatives, friends and patients, as well as other anecdotes. What makes her sad is that some acquaintances cheat and squeeze her, which is really cruel. Yu Juan's conclusion is: Actually, my parents and I agree, and I accidentally stepped on shit on the road. I usually choose to take a detour and choose Uncle Lu Xun. This time, I didn't choose to step on shit. I just turned around, propped up the justice eroded by secular greed as a crutch, propped up the scarred body of cancer pain, and told passers-by and comrades at the top of my lungs that this is shit, which looks like golden shit. Don't bypass me. Finally, Yu Juan appealed: No matter who you are, you can't let him have a blank sheet of paper with your signature. ''

Yu Juan thought and summarized many reasons for his illness. In fact, we also understand these reasons. Thinking about it is nothing more than sensory enjoyment. After that moment, everything was a cloud. The only thing you step on the ground is your healthy body. Yu Juan laughed at himself as a mouse with terminal cancer, and kept a diary to record his daily treatment experience, which reminded me of a foreign scientist who recorded his physical reaction after being bitten by a snake. Many experiences in life have similarities. There is no common sense when you suddenly meet something that makes you nervous. What you have to do at this time is to collect relevant information and other people's experience and make a decision that suits you quickly. ''

Thanks to Yu Juan for giving us words to understand cancer patients and medical advice (I'd rather never use them). This is not melodramatic, but advice from the dying to the living.

Life and death, this topic is too heavy. Sometimes we complain about the hardships of life, the struggles of colleagues and so on, but if we don't know how to live, there is nothing to complain about. You know how to cherish your health when you are sick. When your friendship is gone, you know how to cherish your friends. So much for love and leisure time. We either live in guilt and regret for the past, or live in confusion and fear for the future, but pay little attention to the present. In fact, focusing on the present is the best way to break the entanglement.

Zeng Guofan once said: the future is unpopular, then it is not mixed, and the past does not love it. Love yourself, love others and cherish your health and people around you. For the sake of career and money, don't make yourself so tired, don't compare with others, don't live in others' words, do what you can, listen quietly and work hard on the ground, and you will get what you want.

PS: Provide some anti-chemotherapy prescriptions of Yu Juan.

1. Antiemetic: Weifuning, cheap and effective.

2. Increase white blood cells: shark liver alcohol tablets have small side effects and good effects.

3. Increase red blood cells: Boil Wu Hong soup. The prescription is very simple: red beans, red dates, red-skinned peanuts, brown sugar and medlar, decocted in water.