I gave 50 thousand yuan as a bride price for my sister to go to school. My sister will become a rich woman when she succeeds. I will go to her house as a nanny. what do you think?

I am the second child in my family and have a younger sister. Although we were born to the same mother, we are very different. My sister is beautiful, smart and has excellent academic performance.

I am different. I am not as beautiful as my sister, and my academic performance is poor. The situation at home is particularly tense, and only one person can go to college. On the one hand, because of poor academic performance, on the other hand, I was really not interested in learning, so I dropped out of school and went to work.

I give my money to my family every month for my sister to study. A person can't eat or wear outside. My sister also worked hard and was admitted to a good university. After going to college, my salary is not enough to bear my sister's high tuition.

Just then, my neighbor introduced me to a marriage. This man has a stable job and is honest. Most importantly, if we get married, the man will give our family 50 thousand yuan as a bride price. I don't like that man very much either. I agreed to a bride price of 50,000 yuan, and I also agreed that my sister would continue studying.

After my husband and I got married, he was very kind to me, and I got pregnant not long after I got married. My sister graduated three years later. She found a good job and married a rich man. But I am already a mother of two children, and my husband is not as good as before to make a living, and he cries back pain every day.

Sister is very promising, good for her family and good for me. Every time she comes back, she brings us a lot of things and gives us hundreds of dollars, but I always feel that my sister has a condescending feeling towards me and is unwilling to accept her money.

Unexpectedly, in an accident, my husband died and my life was completely plunged into darkness. I don't have any financial resources and my children don't know what to do. I cried helplessly. My sister is particularly distressed by me. She hugged me and told me it was okay. You and your sister, she won't let you go.

After my husband died, my sister took me to her home and gave me a job to be their nanny, which was regarded as an income. But I feel particularly uncomfortable. We used to be sisters, but in the end we became an employment relationship. Even if my sister's brother-in-law doesn't think so, what will my sister's parents-in-law think of me?