No matter how sincere your choice is, others are just jokes.

yesterday, my computer broke down without warning.

I tried to turn it on, repeatedly, staring at the dark screen, a little at a loss.

I hurried out for maintenance, only to be told that the hard disk could not be read.

this means: I can't get all my articles back.

although I have made the worst plan in my heart, I can't help feeling a little sad when I hear the result.

When I got home, I didn't think about anything. I hid in the study to do manual work, and then I folded a pen container for myself. When I finished, my mood had calmed down.

There is no magic rule, but you are confident and fearless.

Even if the past is as good as ever, it is enough for me to be sure that I can write better words. After all, road confidence is not poured by lingering.

of course, it takes a lot of money to build up your confidence, and it can't be done overnight. Experience is the best qualification.

I moved a few days ago and invited my family to dinner.

menstruation, who visited the house, sighed at the dinner table: In this way, it was the right choice at the end of the year. If you still get a fixed salary in the family planning office now, you will only save enough down payment if you don't eat or drink for 2 years. When children grow up, they all have their own ideas, so we can't interfere too much.

Several elders nodded their heads in agreement, and my younger brothers and sisters teased me, clamoring for local tyrants and sisters to add dishes quickly.

Only my second aunt, glaring at everyone, choked her voice and said, She's mixed up now, and you're right to come out. What if it doesn't work out? Therefore, the winner is always king in this world, and the winner has the final say.

For so many years, my second aunt's skill in exposing and poking people has been perfected. I don't want a good dinner to turn into a competition. I quickly agreed, "Yes, I am lucky. I am unemployed. None of our children is better than me."

after dinner, I finally went back to my home. I lay on my soft sofa and read a book, quickly bouncing off what my second aunt said in my heart.

winning or losing doesn't need to be fought, and luck is even rarer. If we want to accomplish something, it is only the right gesture to save enough confidence.

When I left the system, menstruation was the most opposed. She thought that girls should have a stable job, and then they should take their job as the advertisement and their family background as the blessing, and find a friend with the same portal to live in peace. This kind of down-to-earth life is real, but poetry and distant ideals are hooligans.

I understand that menstruation is so opposed. Work is hard-won.

after graduating from college, I finally went home from Jinan to Hunan. I swept the building with leaflets in the scorching sun, and was fooled by people who made sales across most cities. I worked overtime until late at night every day to do bill statistics. Finally, I was persuaded by my family to sign up for the exam, and more than 8 people competed for ten places. After the written test and interview, I added a comprehensive exam, which made me tremble into the system.

when I left my job, the leaders of our district talked to me personally and acted as endorsers to my immediate leader, asking for a few months' grace to come back.

The leader directly under me felt that I was willful and told me to resign if I wanted to. The unit lacked everything but talents.

As a result, the resignation procedure has not been completed, and the leader calls me several times every day to let me go back to work.

She didn't mince my words several times, but simply admitted generously: My words are biased. There are many people in the company, and there is a pit for each radish. No one can really top your pit, so you have to come back.

why did the attitude of leaders change so quickly?

all the reasons were temporarily inspected by the superior.

I usually do the work of the whole unit alone during the inspection, and the leader takes others to chat and have tea. I wrote the report, I filled in the report, and I investigated the people's situation. In particular, our main duty is family planning, and the focus is on women of childbearing age. There are more than 1, households in our community, 86 women of childbearing age, 2 in charge and 6 in charge. These materials and data have been handed over before I resigned, but why is the leader so eager to let me go back?

in the past, we were the first in the new community.

this time I left my job, and my community fell off the altar, and I didn't get the top three.

The superior inspection is usually a temporary spot check. Although my immediate supervisor has been working for a long time, he seldom visits. He is used to cutting his hands at ordinary times and has hardly studied the new rules and policies, so he can't improvise when he meets the inspection.

I have been working for two years, because I often go to research, and all the recorded files have been recorded in my heart. Moreover, I have made and classified the families with similar situations in the same area. I can blurt out the sampling, family information and family planning of the superior inspection, and I can fully cope with emergencies.

I don't have enough self-confidence, so I can't hold on naturally in case of situation, so the leader is in a hurry to invite me back.

Just because I left the system does not mean that my previous work was perfunctory.

At any time, I do my best to do things within my responsibility, even if you don't like it enough or even get bored enough. This confidence gives me the ability to leave at any time.

The process of writing is not smooth either. Before making a decision, I have made the worst plan, so I can accept any result.

from the beginning, I didn't expect too much from myself. I just expected the manuscript fee to meet my living expenses.

But that doesn't mean I'm content with the status quo. If I just want to write and live, I'll be ghost writer in the book studio.

I don't. I observed the book market and studied topic planning. I had a hard time, from the topic being neglected to the idea being stolen by my peers, and then publishing and planning my first book. There is no need to explain it to anyone.

It's been seven years since I quit my job and realized my dream of writing full-time. Life has not improved, but it's mixed.

I used to indulge myself by crying when I was in trouble, but I never complained everywhere, didn't melodramatic myself, and didn't want to give up.

When we encounter difficulties, we still don't have a tear left, but we are used to solving problems first and then crying happily.

I know my family and friends are worried about me, but I don't care. I'm not afraid whether my life is getting better or not.

the situation can't be worse than it was at the beginning, and the worst result is just to start over.

I just want to do things wholeheartedly, because I know that my choice will not be laughed at and my self-esteem will not be trampled upon only if I make all my efforts to accumulate enough confidence.