Examples of middle school students' puppy love failure before and after?

I will give you my experience. I hope you don't laugh.

I regret my choice in life.

More than four years, I still haven't forgotten her.

Some people say that I am too persistent; Some people say that I am a fool;

Some people call me a bitch. But in any case, I still can't forget that unforgettable pain, which is branded in my heart and will haunt me all my life. ...

First, doomed to meet.

In July 2000, I was fifteen years old, for various reasons. Fail in the senior high school entrance examination. My father chose to repeat it for me. Because a new school was opened in the city at that time, which was a good school. He contacted an acquaintance and I went to that school to repeat my studies. Because that school is new. There is no grade three, and the highest grade is grade two. The school put me in the second grade 1 class. After two years of hard work. I was successfully admitted to City No.2 Middle School. Bearing the expectations of my elders, in September 2002, I came to No.2 Middle School to study, was assigned to Class 3 of Senior High School (13) and was appointed as the monitor. After a week of military training, I officially started classes. I finally entered my dream high school. Starting high school life, my heart is naturally full of passion and joy. Plus, I am the monitor, and I am full of confidence in this school and myself. My first direct contact with her was after a chemistry exam. After handing out the paper ten minutes before class, she did badly in the exam and was very sad. Head down, silent, listless. I sat behind her. I found her unhappy and uncomfortable, so I wrote a note to comfort her: Lai: ... Did you fail the exam? Don't be sad. Failure in one exam does not mean failure forever. Work hard in the future and try to do well in the next exam. ..... believe in yourself, and you will succeed in the end! She seems happier after seeing Linxi tonight. Wrote me a note saying thank you, monitor ... make friends or something, and leave the note I wrote to her. I don't care about anything, but I feel that I have done a good thing. During that time, parents often quarreled. In a bad mood, I often go out to play alone. Once drunk, I threw the books on the table all over the floor when I was studying in the evening. She seemed to notice, and wrote a letter to comfort me, saying that she had something sad to tell her and that we were best friends or something. In this way, we gradually got to know each other. She is in my memory. Thin figure, small facial features, handsome broken hair with boys, shallow dimples on his face when he smiles, which makes people feel very sunny, but it seems a little puzzling. I know, I have regarded her as my best friend. After that, I will talk to her about anything that bothers me, and she will be happy to listen. We often talk about things together, exchange things about study and class affairs ... in this way, time passes by little by little.

Second, the confession of love

After a while, the students became familiar with it. Because I often send wall newspapers in class, my handwriting is ok, so I took the post of wall newspaper in class. I like playing basketball in my spare time. Although I didn't study very well, I had a good time. But sometimes they are unhappy and angry easily because of family reasons. All my classmates think I have a bad temper. It's almost a month since school started, and I want to resign as a monitor, because I don't think I'm fit to be a monitor. I asked her for her opinion, and she said, you choose, and I support you. I asked the class teacher and resigned. One night in self-study, she said she had something to tell me, which was very strange. I told her that she didn't want to. A letter was given to me the next day after class, and I went home to open it. At that time I didn't know that the love letter she wrote was Linxi: ..................................................................................................................................... .........................., after reading this letter tonight, I am utterly confused and think a lot. Actually, I think I like her, but I wonder if talking about feelings now will affect my studies, and it will be bad to hurt her then. But after thinking about it for two days, I think I still like her and I shouldn't miss it. I decided to accept her and give her everything she wanted. Unconsciously, I have fallen in love with her deeply. She seems to be the same, crying happily. She told me that she felt that she was the happiest girl in the world. Will always love me unless I don't marry. After listening to her words, I also feel that I am the happiest boy in the world. I decided to love her all my life, protect her and love her forever. We are as happy as children who have not grown up. ...

Third, before and after the winter vacation

It's almost winter vacation in a blink of an eye, and it's time to end a semester's life. We are very reluctant to part, and we will be separated for some time soon. I sent her two photos of myself and a notebook with my own signature, which was full of things I copied. She also sent me photos and said to me, "Mountains have no edges, and heaven and earth blend together. I only dare to break up with you. " At that time, I was deeply in love and full of confidence in my future and hers. And she gave me all this confidence. I really feel that I am the happiest person in the world. I call her every day after I come home from vacation. Although the call was not long, we were all very happy. After the new year. February 6th is her birthday. I called to wish her a happy birthday, but she seemed reluctant to talk to me and looked impatient. Ask her why she didn't say anything. It's been like this for several days. Soon the new semester began and I came to school early. I'm glad to see her soon. I prepared a late birthday present for her. It is a crystal glass bottle with two small sailboats floating in it. It was almost noon when she came. When I went to the classroom, I saw a letter in my own drawer. I know she wrote it to me. Let me open it now. It turned out that she wrote a dear John letter, written on February 14 Valentine's Day. She said that her family didn't want her to be distracted and let her study hard ... She didn't listen to this at that time and ran home after class. In the next few days, I was very sad. I can't eat or sleep for days. Crying all night. Run to the classroom early every day, and then run home at the fastest speed after class. A few days later, she wrote to comfort me. I told her bitterly: I hate you! Cold-blooded animal, she also said, in fact, she is afraid of affecting my studies. Don't want to see me so sad, let me forgive her and hope to go back to the past. I forgave her and we were together again. She showed me her diary, which was full of things about me and her, bit by bit. Everything I do, everything I say. Everything is clear ... I am very moved and happy ... Here, the article is already very long, and I know that few people can finish it. But I still hope you can finish reading it and help me. Tell me, what should I do, why can't I forget …

Fourth, emotional crisis.

At that time, the elders would advise us not to get involved in feelings too early, but to focus on learning. Like many classmates and friends, I can't resist the temptation of love and get deeper and deeper! Our grades have obviously dropped, and she is different from me. I think as long as she is with me, it is worthwhile to sacrifice her achievements. She's different. She is a very strong girl. Slowly, she felt that being with me affected her study, so she often quarreled with me. It is always good to argue, but it is also good to argue again soon. I vaguely felt something ... in junior high school, she recognized a brother, one year older than us, which helped her a lot in her study. I often see her brother visit her, too. She was afraid that I would be jealous, so she told me that they were just brother and sister and told me not to mind. Of course I don't mind. I hope her brother can help her more and help her get into a good university so that she doesn't have to worry about her studies all day. I don't know why, once her brother wrote to her, and I can't remember what he said. I also sent her a song, which is Steve Chou's My Heart is Too Chaos. After months of filming, another semester is about to pass. When I was going through her things, I found a letter written by her and a friend of her brother. She told him that I had influenced her study, and she was in pain now! I don't know what to do. I saw it and felt very sad. Tell her I don't care about you at all. Let's split up! I thought she would loathe me. Unexpectedly, this time became our farewell ... our short love came to an end. Fourth, she doesn't want to stay any longer. She also gave me gifts, notebooks, birthday presents ... and her diary, and a thick stack of letters I wrote to her. Say to me: forget me, we can't. My brother was right. Everything was just a dream ... You left peacefully, didn't say goodbye, and didn't look back. Just like a stranger, you entered the door by mistake and then left me quietly. Do you know that?/You know what? You pushed that door open, like a wound on my chest, which was hard to close for a long time. I know that there is heaviness and sadness buried in your calm footsteps, and I want to catch up. Move all your pain from your heart to mine. But I can't find the key. Unlock your chest. Your disappearing figure. Pulling my most fragile emotion, how can I climb up the dream together for many years? But I can't believe this is the end result. In order to love you, I have prepared for a hundred years, and you only spent a little of it. The rest is still in my heart, but no one took it away. The way you walk around outside makes me very uneasy. I always worry that petite you will get wet in the cold rain and be blown away by the cold wind. However, did you really leave? Are you hiding behind the door like a child, or in the moonlight, quietly blindfold me when I approach, and let me guess who you are. But I'm looking for, for a whole season, why not see your moon-like face? Let me look for you everywhere in my dream. In this lukewarm place, flowers didn't wake up in dreams, only your name grew brilliantly in my heart. But I can't see you clearly, running away, and I don't know how you will accomplish your dream on the way to changing seasons. In the deepest and shallowest night, I sent greetings from all directions. If you don't forget, a person who has insomnia for you will receive a white paper crane. I know this separation is not your fault, but my own. When you grow up, I still stubbornly believe that you are still the little girl who didn't grow up. I accidentally spoiled you and gave you too much tolerance and indulgence. Maybe in the years to come, you will feel how happy you are to be loved by me. Because there won't be a second person who writes poetry with his right hand and loves you with his left. In this era when money and desire are full of souls, and conscience and faith are no longer food, who will be like me? See love so seriously, after all, you are gone, so far, I can only dream of approaching. Is it a piece of paper between you and me, or a wall that can never be knocked down? How can I clean up this mess when you leave without saying a word? This spring, where will I stand, where will I plant acacia, where will I mend my broken heart, and under which lamp will I write my own elegy. But I can't help but pick up those scattered lives and the past lost in the years on the back of spring. I don't want to impress anyone. This will be the last reason and excuse for my death and survival. When this spring comes, I hope your road will be full of flowers and happy and auspicious lanterns. I just hope you won't be wronged in vain because of your own wishes. In this colorful psychedelic world, don't forget to be kind to yourself, let alone find yourself a warm and permanent home. In that way, I will be in the crowd, carefree, quietly old ... I am sad again and again, and I keep it again and again ... She can't listen anymore and looks at me ruthlessly. Never talk to me again. The final exam came, and I couldn't eat and cried all night. After the final exam, the summer vacation will follow. That time was the longest and longest years in my life. I cry every night and my heart is bleeding. Call her. She ignored me to avoid being too painful. I burned everything she gave me back and everything she gave me, hoping that I would never see these things again, alleviating my yearning for her ... because of excessive sadness, my body was weak again and again. I made the same mistake again, but I was afraid that my family would arouse suspicion. I hid. While taking Chinese medicine, I hope I can recover soon. Then I remembered her kidney disease, and I was worried about her health. I can't stop crying when I think of the previous scene. Life is like a year. The summer vacation is finally over. I am a sophomore. It will be divided into art and science. I sincerely hope that I may be in the same class as her. I remember that she once told me that she likes studying science because she wants to study medicine to relieve the pain of diseases for more people. And I like studying liberal arts, because I don't like science, it's too boring. I don't think it's possible to be together On the day of placement, I looked at her choice. To my surprise, she chose liberal arts and was in my class. Class 6, Grade 2, I am secretly happy, but I still don't understand why she chose liberal arts. Definitely not for me. I kept pestering her, but she just ignored me. I don't know why she is so strange. Every night I wonder why she used to love me so much. After a while, she became so strange ... I asked her why she didn't tell me. I remember that she used to like to keep a diary to record her experiences. Once, when she was not in the classroom, she rummaged through the drawers and found a password notebook. Because I didn't know the password, I forced it open in a hurry. I can't believe my eyes just because of what is recorded in it. It turned out that she went to see her brother in the summer vacation. Her brother always liked her. They got together and gave him their first kiss. She also said that she hated me and I hurt her ... I was sad ... she found out that I had read her diary and was furious with me. Then one ran out, I didn't catch up, and things have come to this. What else can I say ... at this time, I know that she is also very sad and regrets. But she won't love me anymore. She misses her brother ... I am in pain. I am in pain, and I am strong for my family. I began to bury myself, bought a lot of songs and discs, listened to sad songs every day, and licked my wounds quietly. ...

Five, nervous senior three

Nevertheless, I still have hope for her ... I really believe that true love can touch everything ... It turns out that I am wrong. In order not to affect her college entrance examination, I also hope I can do better in the exam. I wrote to her in the hope that she would forgive me for peeking at her diary. Also tell her that I have put it down, so you should study hard and prepare for the exam. I won't bother you any more ... the tense senior three life has passed and the college entrance examination is coming. I seem to have got a little relief, and I can finally put down the burden of my studies. After the college entrance examination in 2005, I decided to talk to her. I have a male classmate, not far from her home, in a place called Liancheng. I feel good. I played at my classmate's house for a few days. I went to the junior high school where she attended, and everything in her hometown left a deep impression on me. I called her home phone number. No matter what I say, she still won't see me or talk to me ... the wonderful plan of the school has come down. Her grades were not bad, and she was successfully admitted to Jiangxi Normal University. And I, because of my poor grades, entered a second-rate college. I called her more than once when I was waiting for school to start, and it was always the same ... During the holidays, I began to get close to the Internet and surf the Internet every day. ...

Intransitive Verb University Life

Although we were not together, we came to the same city-Nanchang. I met many friends from all over the world when I was a freshman, and my life was much brighter than before. I joined the Propaganda Department of the Student Union and participated in various activities. The wound is getting less and less painful, and there seems to be a scar. I often feel sad at midnight. But I still haven't completely forgotten. I asked her about QQ from my classmates, although she seldom went online. I have seen her several times, but she still talks to me so fiercely. From time to time, there will be a heart-wrenching pain in my heart ... because I often have a hard time with her online, she gradually treats me a little better. Promise to be friends with me (I know I can't). I ask her for her phone number and often call her to chat. Every time she said a few words, she hung up ... it's been almost three years ... I was disappointed again and sent her an email: long time no see, I don't think I've seen you since graduation! Although I finally added your QQ to make you willing to chat with me. But it doesn't mean much to me. I don't know how you feel about this. I know why. I've been dreaming about you for the past few nights. You are in my dream, I can't express it in words. But when I woke up, I found it was just a dream. I can't guess what kind of person he is. You live in a better environment than me, study better than me, and there are many boys around you who pursue you. You have the right to choose and give up, the right to hurt anyone and the right to say "I love you" to a boy with your mouth open. I have the right to live like a game and do what I want ... You know me, but I still can't change my original intention. I'm trying to make myself hate you, forget the past and start over. However, I found that I lost confidence in anyone and everything. I can't trust others, I can't believe in love, I can't believe how wonderful life will be ... I know why, I always fantasize that I will have a bright future with you, I always think it would be great if you didn't leave me, I think we will have a beautiful home, we will always love each other, we can study together, live together, work together, taste nature and life together ... everything you do, everything. Everyone is telling me that I am just a fool, a wishful thinking person, a deceived fool ... If I hadn't met you in high school, I would never have been admitted to such a bad school. But I don't think you hurt me. Because that's my subjective factor, not your fault. What you have done will only make me feel sad. You can't stick to what you have done, and you can't be responsible for what you have done. You have reason to say that you are just a child. Children can be ignorant, escape from reality and responsibility, and hurt others ... Yes, yes, you can ignore anyone. You can say, "What are they? They have the right to teach me what I want. I don't believe I can't live without anyone ... "If so, have you ever thought about when you want someone else? To tell the truth, I'm not as loyal to anyone as I am to you, but I'm also human. I want to live in reality, I also have my pursuit, and I also want to live a happy life. I don't know how long my belief in loving you will last ... others may love you because of some ordinary things, but I'm not. I love someone and I will stick to it, no matter what she becomes, no matter how painful she is ... life is not long, and we can feel the shortness of life anytime and anywhere. Some things must be pursued and won when you are young. I hope you can think about it and give me an answer. If you think I'm a person worthy of your life, you and love before I completely lose confidence in life ... But she still wouldn't listen, and she was already dead set ... Soon after, I met her online, and I decided not to entangle with her:

Lai 20: 19:35 You said Linxi 12:08: 1 1, then you have to tell me the truth. Linxi 12:08:37 Do you never want to see me again? Linxi 12:09:50 Why didn't you answer me? Lai 20:22: 14 What do you want me to say? Linxi 12: 10: 17 Tell the truth. Linxi 12: 10:22 is very simple. I expected it. Lingxi12:11:10. You don't welcome me. Lai 20:23: 16. Then why did you ask Linxi 12: 1 1:38? I found I was really stupid. 12: 14:33 in this case, I don't want to push you, and I won't look for you again. Really depends on 20:26:48. Oh, Linxi 12: 14:57. I've been waiting for you long enough. Linxi 12: 16:00 but you didn't care. Linxi 12: 16:23 had to forget it. I know, so I'm even sadder. Linxi 12:20: 10 You wouldn't understand. Lai 20:32:42 Maybe Linxi 12:20:52 Only when the person you really love cheats you can you feel Linxi 12: 2 1. After tonight, I never want to see you again. Linxi 12:24:08 I should let go to pursue my own happiness, although I haven't found the right one yet. But I will slowly look for it in the crowd ... Linxi 12:25:2 1 will never be sad again. Never cry until dawn for someone you shouldn't love. Linxi 12:25:59 Really Linxi 12:26: 12 Are you there? Lai 20:38:53 Hehe Lingxi 12:26:59 Um Lingxi 12: 27. Forget it, Linxi 12:27:47 said you didn't want to listen to Linxi 12:27:54, and you didn't understand Lai 20:40:5 1, Linxi 12:33:22. You let me down. You are right to think so, Linxi. 35:20 is always right or wrong. 20:48:00 Yes, there is no right or wrong in this world. So no one is wrong. Linxi 12:36:24 I think you are a terrible person. Do you think Linxi 12:37:03 will justify itself? Linxi 12:37:34 I am selfish. what do you think? 0: 19 No, Linxi 12:39:29 You will never see me again after tonight. Lai 20:5 1:49 Oh, Lai 20:5 1:56, that's what you said. I didn't say Linxi 12:40:06. I will blacklist you. Linxi 12:40:28 is what I said. In this case, you will be much quieter. Lingxi12: 41:12No. Whatever Lingxi 12:42: 19, this sentence is enough. Linxi 12:43:44 As a girl, you are not in the mood for children at all, are you? Linxi 12:46:30 Well, Lai 20:58:55 I'm not a good girl at all. Linxi 12:48:02 If you believe me, how can you compensate for this? Linxi 12:48: 17 You are always fickle. Why should I believe you? Linxi 12:48:53 I know you hate me. Linxi 12:49:04 Forget it. 0 1: 1 1 Maybe Linxi 12:49:48 I have always regarded you as the cutest girl, right? Linxi 1: 0 1: 59 Linxi 12:50:20 Kind-hearted. Don't believe me, Lai 2 1:02:42 That's because you have no vision. Linxi 12:52: 15 knew you were such a person. I really shouldn't have loved you so much. Linxi 12:52:28 has persisted until now. After all the things you've done to make me sad, I can still trust you. Linxi 12:53:53 You seem to have been enchanted and become unreasonable. But now I find that Lingxi 12:57:03 is simply not worth it, because you will never cherish Lingxi 12:58:4 1. Forget it. Linxi 12:59:20 is the biggest lesson in my life. Then stop talking. I don't know anything, and I don't want to understand Lai 2 1: 13: 17.

You don't need to understand that you still light the lamp every night. Do you want her to come back and knock? Do you know that love is uncertain? After all, she is not as simple as buying and selling. You are responsible for her. Do your duty to put up with her absurdity. When love becomes insincere and has no part, why do you wait for someone to love? Just remember that she once loved you. The rest is really not that important. I understand that you are very hurt now. Don't make yourself so miserable. Look, you are now. I know you are very hurt and painful now. Crossing the street is a long day. I know you are sad and unwilling to give up. You really have to try to forget her. She doesn't deserve your heart broken again and again ... I don't have a bottom after this. Can I forget? She has a new boyfriend, not her brother, but a boy from their school ... water under the bridge. Now that you have made a choice, you have to face it yourself. I regret meeting such a person and my original choice. That was the biggest mistake in my life ... I am about to graduate now, and I don't want to face the world and my future work with all kinds of feelings ... Why can't I quit ... Is it hard or mean? Who can tell me?

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