Composition I also chase stars, preferably about Zhang Jie

Love water like blue, cherish stars like stars

Water is pure and clear; blue is deep and lofty. I love the purity and agility of water, and I also love the broad classics of blue. The water is permeated with the mist of blue, and the transparency of the water is reflected in the blue, with a kind of indulgent delusion. Following this sentiment, I finally encountered a voice as clear as day this summer, which was like a stream of fragments flowing through my vision, captivating my heart. Zhang Jie has the character of water and the temperament of blue: he takes the pure lake water as his heart, the rushing river water as his soul, and the blue sea water as his bosom.

Time flows around us, frozen in the summer three years ago. At that time, Zhang Jie was like a clear lake. No matter what appeared in front of him, it could be reflected in the most beautiful picture. However, there was more of a dead silence under the calm water. When you appear alone at the airport with your luggage, and when your persistent music dream often goes wrong, you remain silent. You who once vowed to take responsibility for the family still see the tired backs of your parents. A hint of sadness flashed in your eyes: Can I really never go back to the old me? I seem to see you struggling in your own world. However, time has changed you and you cannot return to your original appearance. You may even get lost on the crossroads and cannot move forward. There is always a choice between living or dying. You are finally no longer weak, but choose to fight against fate. The stones of faith finally break the silence of the lake. The ripples are like the gurgling fresh blood, and life is once again full of vitality. The surface of the lake blooms a shimmering blue under the sparkling waves.

"Asking you how much sorrow you can have is like a river of spring water flowing eastward." After the calm, there will always be storms. But those who sing with their heart cannot see the dark clouds in the blue sky, and their hearts are as clear as cleansing. Their choice to treat life well will eventually be understood and respected. I have seen that when you grow up, your eyes are still pure, but you are more mature and determined. The world soaked by rain only invades quietly in the depths of the night. What kind of situation makes you cry and pulls you to run on the edge of reality? Maybe your persistent dreams always have to contend with the dark world. "Sing as if no one is listening; dance as if no one is appreciating it; smile as if you have never been hurt." At this time, Zhang Jie simply focused on singing to his heart's content on this stage, again and again. Challenge yourself, and the energy released by this heart is as mighty and endless as a river. You sang the song "I miss you every day" in a high and low voice, and I could clearly see the sadness between your eyebrows. Could it be because of the vast sea of ??things you once had, or the feeling of confusion that was gone when you turned around. Tenacious transformation is always accompanied by growing pains. When you stand helplessly at the waiting table to accept the judgment of fate, do you still remember the beautiful butterfly that rested on your chest that day? Perhaps it is the only one who understands the hardships and devastation of transformation best. Beauty behind the cocoon. "The heavens interrupted the opening of the Chu River, and the clear water flowed eastward here." After being injured, you finally stood strong and stubborn in the rolling river, washing away the glitz and dust.

People like to look at the sea, not only because of its vastness, but also because it has the purest and most beautiful sea blue. That blue is purer and deeper than the sky. Sometimes the sea is quiet, so deep that people cannot understand the waves in it, just like you singing quietly on the stage: you can feel the deceit of others but cannot express it in words; when you are humiliated by others, you cannot change it. Don't care about happiness or suffering, don't care about gains and losses, don't care about success or failure, just fight with your best strength. Gu Cheng wrote in his poem: "The grass is bearing its seeds, the wind is shaking its leaves, and it is very beautiful for us to stand and not speak." So when you face other people's ridicule and criticism, you will always smile with relief. The sea also has an innocent side. When you hear other people's sincere appreciation, you will tilt your head and giggle, or show your invincible side face, confidently intoxicated. It is because of this clear and unconcealed happiness that it washes away a lot of confusion on the stage. However, sea water sometimes has a hazy side. Many things in life are not as perfect as imagined, and the expected end will always happen unexpectedly. But regret is not a kind of beauty. Those beautiful and empty magnificence are just to decorate those vulgarities, but the pure you can cover up all the light and honor, as if you are the only one left in the world, dimming the color, time and space. At this time, you are no longer the little bird chasing after your dreams, but a petrel with full wings, fighting lightning over the sea.

We can always see beautiful qualities in small things. For example, Rabindranath Tagore always observed the growth of every inch of grass and trees in the world, and the blooming of every flower, making life as gorgeous as summer flowers. , death is as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves.

I like to look up at the deep blue night sky, which has a quiet power. However, this summer, I can no longer be quiet. I originally thought that I was a passing guest in this glitz, but now I am fully committed. That is because the shining stars in my heart have completely warmed me. Xingxing and Zhang Jie are like a beautiful fate woven in a dream. They met me in a certain year and a certain month. So no matter where Zhang Jie appears, a sea of ??blue stars will be formed. That love seems to have become a habit for me, I am accustomed to searching for you on TV; I am accustomed to posting desperately on Tieba; I am accustomed to donating steamed buns for the tour when I am hungry; I am accustomed to opening many web pages to vote day and night... Because this love is filled with so much emotion and reluctance, when I look up at the night sky again, I can't help but smile because of the stars in my heart. The starlight illuminated Zhang Jie’s future and even more illuminated my heart. Because I cherish Zhang Jie, I cherish the stars even more. Maybe I am also the star hiding behind the clouds, emitting a faint light.

A summer of companionship contains too many cherished and warm words, too many words to record. But with you and stars along the way, I live up to my sincerity. What lingers in my heart is still the original feeling: love the water as blue, cherish the star as brilliant