Composition on me at 50 years old

What I will look like when I am fifty. If I am still alive, I really can’t imagine. But I believe that after I am fifty, I will not remember too many things before fifty. People always lose themselves in the ruthless years. So if I want my fifty-year-old self to still remember many things about my youth and middle age, I must leave a message to my fifty-year-old self. Leave it It is not only the traces of time, but also the fragments of beautiful memories. I hope that fifty years from now I can still retain my youthful mentality and the beauty of my years. I can still remember the joys and sorrows of the past.

This year It's the Year of the Tiger. I don't know how many Years of the Tiger a person can live in his life. I only know how ruthless the years are. So I want to remember more good things in the loving years. Maybe ten or twenty years from now. , I will not be able to remember what I was doing today, what kind of mood and mentality I had. Memories are beautiful and painful. But whether it is beautiful or painful, I will think about it ten or twenty years later. Let’s review the past events of which year.

It’s raining today. It’s so cold. It’s almost the Chinese New Year, and there are still more than two months left. But I still don’t like the feeling of celebrating the Chinese New Year. Especially There are really not many beautiful feelings during the Chinese New Year in the extremely cold weather. People are too lazy to go out for a walk. It has been a day since I sat in front of the computer today, and I still don’t want to get up. Besides drinking tea, I still drink tea. This is how life is. , whether you are willing or not, you will always do things you don’t want to do. Regardless of your mood or mentality, sometimes you can’t control it.

I have had many wonderful experiences and many painful ones. I still can’t let go of the experience when I think about it now. But I think that today, after I am fifty, I may have a different mood when I think about it after reading this message. People are in different environments at different times, The mentality of looking at things is also different. I hope that when I think about it again, it will be regarded as a beautiful memory.

After the New Year, I am almost thirty years old. There will be several thirty-year-olds in a person's life. Yeah. After the age of fifty, we haven’t reached the two thirties yet. Now we are almost middle-aged. After the age of fifty, we will be old. Haha. There are several stages in life. There are ups and downs. There are sorrows and joys. So it is inevitable that there will be some. A lot of emotions. I have loved and hated. I have thought and missed. What will be left after decades?

My daughter is now four years old and is in elementary school. She is very naughty. I often let her I was so angry that I cried. But the joy that a child brings to a family cannot be replaced by anything else. So even though my daughter is annoying, I believe that when I turn fifty today, she will be a sensible and lovely young woman. She is a beautiful young girl. I sincerely wish her a happy and healthy growth.

My husband often goes out on business and often only comes home once or twice a month. The opportunities to meet are very few. When we were young, we would often quarrel about some life matters. But I believe that today, after fifty years old, we will sit together and happily chat and drink tea, talking about the past events of our youth. Here are some interesting things from my children’s childhood.

I don’t know how I will feel when I see today’s message today after I turn fifty. I just hope that I can keep some good or sad things. Memories. Let me in old age still see the shadow of youth. Confirm my existence.