On the 10th anniversary of Wenchuan earthquake, his letter to his dead girlfriend was really painful.

This is a forwarded article, which is very touching. Time is still there, but people are gone. The paper is short and sentimental, which is embarrassing. From the beginning of life to the end of life, you can cherish ... homesickness begins in the distance. .....

Finishing: mutton (making life better)

1, Dear Yuan: Hello! Ten years passed quickly.

10 years ago, I was 23 and you were 22.

10 years later, I am 33 years old, but you are still 22 years old. You stayed in 2008 forever.

I still remember that in May of that year, on a sunny afternoon, you finished washing clothes by the faucet outside the toilet in my company's dormitory. I took the washbasin with a lot of wet clothes, and we went to the balcony on the roof talking and laughing.

I'll wring out the wet clothes, shake them off and hand them to you. Shake it again, put the clothes neatly and carefully on the hanger and hang them on the rope within reach.

There are so many clothes. We hung up for a long time, but we didn't finish.

You said, "Liang, I will come to you soon, so that you won't have so many clothes piled up without washing." You wait for me. "

There was a breeze that day. When you were talking, the long hair tips fluttered gently in the sun, and your smile reached my heart through the wet white shirt in your hand.

Like countless times before, I feel hit by happiness.

It's good to look at you like this.

It's good that we can finally be together.

You just signed a contract with a company here, which is your favorite writing job. I can officially go to work as soon as I graduate in June.

That Sunday, when I was informed that you were hired, I picked you up on my mobile phone, turned around a few times and kissed you on the face. You giggled, hugged me and shouted, "I'm going to fall!" " Put me down! "

You know, in order to find a suitable job, you don't know how many times you ran to the talent market and how many resumes you submitted. It's too difficult for you with no work experience to find a slightly satisfactory job in this small city.

We are all very excited. I said we must celebrate at noon, and I forced you to eat the first western food in our lives.

Looking at a small piece of steak in our bowl, you laugh, and I laugh: "50 yuan, that's all, how can I eat enough?"

You said, "We'll finish eating later, and then we'll eat noodles."

Watching you raise your knife and fork, clumsily cutting steak that is not as big as your palm, with a satisfied smile on your face and light in your eyes.

I think: I will definitely take you to eat a lot of steaks in the future to make you full.

You looked up at me while cutting the steak and said with a smile, "Liang, do you know?" When I was in college, my teacher asked us what our ideal was. What I want is: in a city with mountains and water, I am with the people I like and write down my favorite words. I didn't expect it to come true so soon. "

Yeah, it's coming true.

Deyang is beautiful with mountains and water. Although your home is in Wenchuan, only 200 kilometers away from Deyang, you have never lived in the future.

I have been in love for three years in college, and graduated one year before you to work in Deyang. You fell in love with this place the first time you came to see me.

We often go for a walk by the beautiful Mirror Lake that runs through Deyang city after work and walk in weeping willows. You have a charming smile and a beautiful figure.

At the weekend, we went to Donghu Mountain Park to play. In this mountain park surrounded by green trees, I took many photos of you with a slightly blurred lens on my mobile phone. You said that foggy photos make you more dreamy, which is really beautiful.

We went to the entertainment city nearby and played 10 sandbag game for 5 yuan. I didn't expect that I beat them all and gave you a big doll. You held it and smiled so contentedly.

At that time, I wished you could be so pure and beautiful forever. I just didn't expect it, that's all.

At 7 o'clock in the evening of April and May 10, my colleagues and I were still working overtime in the office, and you came.

Holding a bag of lollipops, I smiled and said to everyone, "It's hard to work overtime, please eat sugar!" " Send it to everyone around.

You always talk so confused and lovely. Sure enough, someone immediately joked, "Wow, I'm happy!"

Your face turned red at once. Sorry, get up.

I said, "I'll send you really happy candy later." Yuan is going to work in Deyang soon. As soon as she goes to work, we will get the certificate, which will make you all envy. "

You looked at me with blinking eyes and didn't speak. Sit next to me with a red face and wait for me.

I stretch out a hand and hold your tender little hand close to me. Hands clasped with fingers, as if they would never be apart.

In the evening, we walked by the river, holding hands and thinking about our future life. I said I wanted to buy a house with a big balcony with a double chair, so that we could snuggle up and enjoy the beautiful night view of the river.

You said it was great. You said you wanted twins, a son and a daughter, and they would be happy in the future. I said, "You are so thin, it will hurt me to have twins. I wish I had one. " "The son can play ball with you, and the daughter will make out with her father. Two are the best. "

The more we talk, the higher our interest. It seems that there will really be twins in the future. While we were naming the baby, you got a call from your mother asking you to go home. What happened to your mother? Mom says she doesn't know why, so she thinks you have to go back at once, and you have to see your heart clearly to be practical.

You were worried about your parents and stayed up all night.

The next morning, I accompanied you to the station to buy a bus ticket. Depart at noon 12, arrive in Chengdu first, and then transfer to Wenchuan. The whole journey takes about 6 hours.

On your way back, I sent a message to comfort you: "don't worry, mom and dad will be fine." Tell me immediately if there is anything. "

Now that I think about it, my mother probably has a hunch, right? What do you think will happen? I'm more afraid something will happen to you. We must be together as a family.

It's just that if mom and dad come out instead of you going back.

June and May 12, the day after you go back.

14: 28, earthquake strikes. My colleagues and I ran downstairs from the office on the third floor and stood in a large open space, watching the building flicker with the ground in fear, as if it were going to fall down.

My only thought is to call you.

A second ago, I just sent you a short message: "Is everything all right at home? When will you come over? Shall I pick you up? " You said back to me, "There is nothing at home. Mom and dad are very happy and relieved to see me. I will come over in a few days. You can go to work and wait for me. "

The next second, your phone will be disconnected.

My heart has been tugging, but I never thought something would happen to you. I'm just afraid of how scared you will be without me by your side.

Until the news came out, the epicenter was Wenchuan with a magnitude of 7.8.

I called you again and again like a heavy hammer, and my head was blank. I was crazy, from temporarily unable to get through to the phone you dialed being turned off.

At the company's centralized resettlement site, I stared at the TV with unstable signal and watched the rescue team rescue the survivors one by one.

However, without you, there will never be you.

I finally accepted the fact that both you and your parents were killed in the earthquake.

No one knows what kind of despair I have experienced.

Imagine what you were like at the moment of the earthquake, and imagine that you were buried under the rubble, which made me feel bad.

For half a year, I couldn't go to work or miss you.

I never drink. I get drunk every day. It seems that when I get drunk, I think everything is an illusion.

You seem to be still by my side, smiling and saying to me, "Liang, I will come to your side soon, so you won't have so many clothes piled up without washing." You wait for me. "

It's just that every time I wake up from drunkenness, my heart aches more and more.

I hate that I didn't hug you. I hate that I didn't go back with you.

7. When we were in love, I never sent you flowers because they were expensive and impractical. Once I passed a flower shop, you took my arm and said to me, "Liang, when we have money, will you send me 999 red roses every year?"

I asked you, "Why red roses? Nothing like you. "

You looked at me gently and said, "Because red roses represent warm love, I will always love you so warmly. I miss you loving me so much every day of every year."

I said, "Well, when we have money, I will buy all the red roses in this flower shop and give them to you every year."

"No, just 999, because I want our love to last." You have a sweet smile.

10 years have passed, and I will come to see you every year today.

The red roses placed on your grave range from 1 to 9, to 19, and now to 999. You must like it.

10 years, Yuan, I still love you as passionately as you said.

This love is in my life.

/kloc-for 0/0 years, an unsuspecting person asked me why I have been alone for so many years. Is your vision too high?

I always smile and shake my head and don't talk.

I am afraid that without my warm love and thoughts, my Yuan, you will be too lonely.

Miss you every day: Liang.

20 18 may 12