In memory of Zhou editor

? That night, I didn’t know why, but I kept feeling very depressed. In short, I felt uncomfortable and couldn’t describe it.

? Because Mr. Zhou, the editor of "Shuicheng Literature", in July, I heard that he was admitted to the hospital because of cancer. It was the Shandong Provincial Cancer Hospital. Yes, he sent it to me on WeChat. . At that time, something happened at home, and my husband suffered a fracture due to an accident. I basically spent two months in the hospital, but I was in Liaocheng People's Hospital and not out of the market, while he was in Jinan, the capital city of Shandong Province. Now that the family matters are basically settled, I think Get up, how is Teacher Zhou's health now? Have you recovered?

Looking through his circle of friends, I found that the update date of the circle of friends ended on September 12th, and there is no more. I tried sending him WeChat messages and calling his phone number. Either no one replied, or no one answered. I tried to contact other teachers I was familiar with before, only to find out that they didn’t know what was going on with Teacher Zhou now... I had an ominous feeling...

? A few days ago, my mobile phone space was seriously exhausted. Not enough, I had to clean up and delete many photos and information, including deleting some people in my address book who had no interaction at all. This is a very difficult thing, and it is a breakup that modern people have to endure. In fact, there are many people in the mobile phone address book, but there are only a few people who can be contacted by phone when encountering problems. I believe many people may be like me, and it is difficult to delete or not to delete.

I think of Sister Li. After the Spring Festival in 2020, there was suddenly no news. Not only did she no longer send Spring Festival text messages, but I didn’t even see a message in my circle of friends. I didn’t notice it at first, but one day I couldn’t bear to think about it. I went to look at the home page of her Moments, but I couldn’t see anything except her name. Thinking of Mr. Liang Shiqiu's words: "If you leave, I won't see you off; if you come, no matter how windy or rainy it is, I will pick you up." I stopped asking her why she didn't post on WeChat Moments and why she stopped contacting her. She had her own In this world, I have my own life, no matter whether we forget each other in the world, there are so many people we meet in this life. As we walk, there will always be people who get separated, so there is no need to chase them. But I feel a little sad in my heart, and there is one less person to cherish each other. As soon as his hand paused, he did not delete her name, thinking how embarrassing it would be if he deleted someone else mercilessly when they met again. Yes, at that moment, I still thought that we might see each other again one day. However, things are so unpredictable. That day, I never expected to find out through someone else that she had been away from this world for several months due to cancer. ...

? I remember that I was contacted by Editor Zhou when I first came across "Shui Cheng Literature". In the group, the catalog of "Shui Cheng Literature" and the author's articles are often posted. I know that it is difficult to make a paper magazine, especially for someone like him who has already retired at such an old age. When he should be enjoying his old age, he is still at Liaocheng University. Work part-time in logistics! And while working, he is still engaged in literary creation! At that time, I felt that his body should still be fine, but I didn't expect that he would be dead two months later! ...? A little regretful, a little sad, and lamented that things are impermanent! I heard that people don’t have cancer on November 4th! People, you really have to cherish time and life. You don’t know which one will come first, accident or pain!

? Even though life and death are normal things in words, they are all things under the sun... No matter how sad you are, you understand in your heart that this is actually a part of life. There is a time to get together and a time to part. Including close relatives, they cannot escape the fate of life and death, and can only silently bear the weight of this bone-crushing sadness, and then learn to let go of the obsession with life, separation and death in the endless longing. There are so many bad, hideous, and sad moments in this world. We gritted our teeth and got through it one by one. In the dead of night, chasing a happy comedy, although it just makes yourself laugh, is an essential lesson in life.

? "Except for life and death, there is no major matter. It is true to live in peace and order." My friends probably live like this with mixed joys and sorrows, right? As long as they live healthily , is better than anything else, so what else is there to care about? The recently deceased Hong Kong director Chu Yuan once said: "No matter what happens in the world, just chuckle a few times when you are free." This is a man who lived for 87 years. The old man’s great wisdom in life, I hope you and I will have such wisdom and be so free and easy in the rest of our lives.

When the ice and snow melt, it is spring again and flowers are blooming. You can go for an outing, enjoy flowers, and meet up with old friends. The work will never end, and we will never make enough money, but we will grow older day by day. Friends should move around, stay in touch, and laugh often!