Birthday wishes to my 36-year-old self.

Thirty-six years old, her eyes are a little more helpless, her face is a little more Cang Sang, her head has a few white hairs, and her forehead has several wrinkles. It is said that young people feel insecure and middle-aged people are unconvinced. ...

At the age of 36, life is full of embarrassment. I can't get used to the impetuousness of young people, I can't learn the calmness and sophistication of old people, I don't want to chase fashionable things, I don't want to let go of traditional things, so I live in contradictions and entanglements. ...

Thirty-six years old, still dreaming, longing for vitality, but I don't know that some things are beyond my power. I occasionally want to indulge and stay up all night, but I can't get up for a few days. ...

Thirty-six years old, busy, back and forth, no interest, no comfort, the original happiness of life was shattered by the cruel reality and the pressure of survival ...

Thirty-six years old, I don't believe that a leopard cannot change his spots. I see rich people spending money like water, having no money to listen to complaints and complaints, learning from politicians' duplicity and businessmen's calculation and careful calculation. In order to survive and integrate, I revised my three views and cognition again and again, and lowered my principles and bottom line again and again. ...

Thirty-six years old, while supporting the elderly, while supporting the children, while coaxing his wife, while wandering around the society, year after year, day after day, like a wound alarm clock, mechanical rotation, rigid movement, accuracy is getting worse and worse, and the error rate is getting higher and higher. ...

Thirty-six years old, young and frivolous, and soft-blooded, have all become history. Think about those awesome, so-called dreams that were blown in the past, and you will feel ridiculous to the extreme. ...

Thirty-six years old, I am most keen on using the power of alcohol to show my personality and vent my unhappiness. When I was running around pushing a cup for a change, I said something excessive, did something excessive, and then passed it on to the wine completely. I drank too much. ...

Thirty-six years old, I understand that human feelings are warm and cold, and I am used to the indifference of the world. I have less tit-for-tat, more compromise and tolerance, less impulse, more deliberation, less intelligence and more confusion. ...