When I quarrel with my boyfriend, he always treats me very perfunctorily. I have been with him for over four months.

After reading your long narration, I feel that it can be summed up in one sentence. You care about him much more than he cares about you. In fact, boys are not as mature as girls when it comes to dating. My boyfriend and I are also each other's first loves. We have been dating for almost 4 years, and we are still going well. In fact, I have experienced some of your things. In fact, all boys don’t like girls staying up at night to chat. Of course I have experienced it too. Sometimes you should let him go appropriately and don’t ask for so many things, such as If he doesn't accompany you, go alone. As for talking about it, you shouldn’t post it too often. To put it another way, if my boyfriend asked me to pay attention to him every day, I would be annoyed. Don't post anything online every day. Check out what's wrong, learn more knowledge such as English, etc., and divert your attention. I feel like the focus of your life is all about him? If you try not to pay attention to him for a few days, of course it doesn't mean that you break up, but that you don't care about him so much. If you go back to single life for a few days, will you be able to live a good life in comparison?