What is the most painful thing that has happened in your life?

The most painful thing I experienced was that my brother went out to work and died unexpectedly. After my parents died, my younger brother and I lived together, got married and had children. Needless to say, our feelings go far beyond brothers. My younger brother died young, which hit me as a brother. By June 2000, it had been 1 1 month since my brother died, but I still couldn't get out of my pain and thoughts. My third brother-in-law who happened to live in Xinjiang returned to his hometown, so I decided to go out for a walk. I asked for leave from the school district, an indefinite long vacation, and bid farewell to the primary school platform of 16. Two months before I arrived at my third sister's house in Changji, Xinjiang, the tragic situation of my brother's departure always appeared in front of my eyes. I often sneak out alone, run to the suburbs and cry loudly, while burning the horrible photos of my brother taken from the scene of the accident. When the world is dark and my heart collapses, when is the end? I finally got a job. I went to a small coal mine in Urumqi called Hejing County. Do the field work and pour the charcoal pulled down from the ground into the small hopper. I am the driver of this small hopper car. When I was overloaded, I stepped on the brake made of the inner tube of the baggage car. I stood on it and walked along the track. There is a slope when the car is empty, pursed ass, lift the bucket car. Most of them are night shifts, and there are only faint lights and figures in twos and threes in the big ravine. How many days can I endure if my nephew doesn't cooperate with me and changes his identity? I have a brother-in-law, a family to take care of outside, and I am worried and tired at work. Time flies, and my thoughts about my brother are gradually buried in my heart. Life has to go on, my brother is gone, and I must raise my brother, his only 3-year-old son, my nephew!