He said he would never text me again. He was so sad.

This is a man who loves you deeply. You have hurt, and you chose to leave and abandon him. He misses you very much and looks forward to your return. He asked you not to send him a message because he finally sorted out his emotions and didn't miss you so much, but your message will remind him of you again and make him live like a year. You said an ugly word, which made him completely sad. He likes you so much, but you are suspicious and don't know him at all. Hurry back, don't inform him before you go back, contact him when you arrive and give him a surprise. Let him know that you are wrong. You shouldn't doubt him like that. Please ask him to forgive you. And tell him that you like him and want to be with him. After five months, you will go back to be with him and never leave him again. Ask him if he is willing to wait for you. Tell him that you are alone in the field and miss him very much. I hope you can get in touch with him more and listen to his voice more, so that a person will not feel so lonely in other places. After confessing, basically, he is yours.

However, I advise you, if you like him very much, do it, if you don't like him, don't do it. It's hard to meet someone who loves you very much in one's life. It is too much to hurt someone who loves you very much. In a few years, you will regret it.