Because of what, have you ever cried in the long night?

at night, it's easy to make people calm and crazy, because it's so quiet that you can hear your heartbeat. What if your heart stops beating? Sometimes the night of despair is the dead silence.

I cried in the middle of the night, not once or twice. Many times, I knew it was my own imagination, but it was the feeling that my heart was about to be strangled, which made people feel scared and couldn't help but think of too much sadness, so I couldn't help crying. People don't know the beauty of life without ups and downs, but too many ups and downs will accumulate too many worries in their hearts, and crying all night becomes a kind of release.

Things originated from one's own health. The New Year was originally joyful, but sometimes disharmony will appear in the joyful atmosphere of the New Year. Cough for unknown reasons for many days in a row makes me fidgety, and at the same time, with a low fever, it makes me feel worried and depressed. I think that I am already an unhealthy baby. If I have other infections such as lungs, I really feel hopeless. Can I just be a medicine jar all the time?

The night before the test report came out, I had mixed feelings. I only thought of that moment of joy, but more of it was countless trips to and from the hospital and home, thinking that I had walked into the door of the unit happily, and ruthlessly asked the supervisor to send it back for physical reasons. Many, many appear in my mind like a movie, but tears don't stay like this. I feel unwilling and desperate.

fortunately, after the results came out, everything was normal, except for a common virus cold, and my heart fell to the ground, but I cried again. I can't tell whether I am happy or relieved. In short, I can continue to live and feel better.