My husband always loses his temper and breaks things because of one sentence. Should I continue with him?

Divorce, my husband did the same. He fell several times when I was pregnant, because the child was 5-6 months old then. I'm afraid to take it off. He still doesn't work. I often ask him to work. Before getting married, I asked him to work without children. I've been stalling. Later, a few months later, I got pregnant and let him work. He still put it off until the baby was born. He still doesn't want to work. I always put up with him and thought he would change. Every time I said I was looking for it, when the child was born for a month. He started hitting me less than five days after I was born. At first, he kicked me in the face and made me dizzy. Then I held my head and cried. When he saw me crying, he punched me on the head several times. I'll call my mother at once and ask him to save me. Then he looked at me and called my mother, slapped me and said I was pretending. Later, my mother called my sister. Before his mother came in, he asked me loudly outside, without even saying his name and surname, asking me what I wanted to do. I asked his mother what your son was doing, and you asked me what I wanted. Then his mother didn't scold his son, but he just didn't talk. I was sad and cried. I asked my sister to take me away, but I didn't want to go. My sister took me back to my parents' house, and I also took the children. More than half a month passed, and none of his family came to say nothing, because I was too soft-hearted. At that time, the child was still so young and in poor health. Because I just gave birth to a child, my family advised me to divorce and return the child to them. I can't bear to part with the child. Then the family said not to go back and say nothing next time they were beaten, and they were very angry. I really can't stand it now. The child is ten months old, and his parents are the kind of people who can only protect their weaknesses. Although he is working now, he always feels great. After being married for so long, he never gave me money. All my money is given by my family. Today, he is crazy again, saying that it is not easy to support his family and he is very tired. Because my child is the first person who is particularly difficult to take care of, he cries as soon as he sees me. Every time I want to leave, I want to leave everything behind, but when I see my daughter, I can't be so cruel. Because the last time he went out for a drink with his friends, I followed him and the children were there. I drank from less than eleven in the evening until two in the morning. I can see that the child is hungry. I think he wants to keep playing, so I said I'll give you 15 minutes. Play a little longer and he will go back. He felt embarrassed and left without saying anything, because the place where he drank came from a mountain road, which was very rugged. Plus, the street lights were turned off because there were few people in the store, and I was nearsighted, so I was more careful. Walk slowly. He impatiently urged me to hurry up and asked if I wanted to go back. I have a baby in one hand and a diaper in the other. Then I got a little angry. Should I fly along that road? I asked him. He yelled at me again. We quarreled again. Later, I was very excited. I think it will be boring to live like this, so I want to die. I left the child with his friend and ran to the mountain. His friends chased me and said a lot of nice things to me. Later, his friend said that he would bring him back later. If he doesn't come back, he is the only one who asks. Later, he drank a lot that day, and then he went crazy and hit people in the same town. I didn't want to talk to him. Later, my brother called me and said that his brother-in-law was like a psycho, so I wouldn't call him. Don't think that he was killed by others. My brother is afraid that he will be beaten. He is covered with injuries. Later, when I went out, he didn't listen, so he had to invite his own brother over. After his brother came, there was nothing he could do, so he called his mother. Because my daughter was too young and it was late at night, and my daughter was still sleeping, I went back first. His mother comes to our house every so often to collect my husband's clothes. Her face is ugly and her tone is not good. He asked me where I put my clothes. I went back to the cupboard, but he couldn't find it. I went to help him find it, and his mother said something, which meant asking me what I did again. The next day, he woke up and came back. We didn't say anything, and I don't want to say anything to him. I drove to my mother's house for dinner alone in those days. A few days later, we talked. He said it was a shame to stay in his hometown. I didn't want to go out with him then. I told him you should go out to work. Just buy my sister's milk powder. You can pay my living expenses as appropriate, but you didn't say much about it. He heard here that he told me about the divorce. First of all, my sister and I raised it ourselves. Second, my sister gave it to him and he raised it. He can't pay the living expenses, and he has no money. I am too lazy to argue with him. I took my daughter to my mother's house, and she left that night. He sent me a short message on my mobile phone, telling me not to look for him, and then left me and my daughter at home. My grandfather found out and asked his father to take my husband away. Then his father came to see him the next day, and left a message that we were the kind of people who pretended to be men, meaning that we had no brains, and then his father left, and I ... However, those handmade gold powders were not good for children, so they were taken back to the merchants after a little production. His parents didn't come to see our mother and daughter. The night before my birthday, his mother came, hugged her for a few minutes, and my daughter went back. She said she would come tomorrow, but I didn't tell her my birthday. Knowing that I was in a bad mood, my sister took a bus from Hong Kong to her hometown to celebrate my birthday, and invited her sworn brothers and friends we have known for more than ten years to come and celebrate my birthday. I also cooked some dishes. They drank some wine and his mother came over. I am a little angry because he has been away for a few days. In front of those friends, I told his mother that he would go crazy when he drank. His mother didn't say anything, saying that she would go back in a few minutes. When she was ready to go out, I stopped her, told her that tonight was my birthday, and asked her to invite my husband and brother over for a barbecue. His mother agreed. After a while, his brother came over. After about half an hour, he left with a phone call. I didn't come back and I don't know why. Later, I sent a message to ask him that he had something to get up early tomorrow, so he wouldn't come over and gave me a red envelope. That day, my relatives. I couldn't explain why I didn't give them something to eat, so I burned something and sent it to them one by one. I have been busy until late. After my birthday, I can sit down to eat and drink. My sister said that she would leave late. I kept them because I couldn't bear to leave my sister, and then my sister asked his two friends to stay. I played until four o'clock in the morning, and everything burned a lot, so I decided to sit at the table and eat, because it was June in summer, and it was very hot outside, so my sister's friends couldn't drink well. I was tired from work again, so I talked to them. My sister just had diarrhea. I went to bed with my sister to change diapers. Just after changing clothes, his father came over and saw my sister's friend sleeping on the sofa. In fact, we don't know when he fell asleep. His father lit a cigarette as soon as he came in, because I stipulated that the baby was too young to smoke in the room. His house is an old house with only one room, which is transformed from a tile house. His father didn't lose it, but my sister grabbed his cigarette and threw it away because she wanted to go there after drinking a lot. He pushed my sisters down one by one. I saw my sister quarreling with him in the past, and he pushed me down. I was angry and had an idea. Your son is gone, you don't care, and you don't come to see us. It was my birthday, so you came to embarrass me and think about my children. My daughter began to cry loudly because she had little contact with them. I was drunk and a little excited. His father called his brother in, and his brother and mother were outside. So this is to catch the rape. No wonder his brother answered the phone and went back. I didn't even think about it. The child hugged his brother and we argued until the door. His father took out a hammer and didn't know who to hit. I saw my sister and his father fighting for it. I was afraid that my sister would be hurt by his father. I went to help him, but I didn't dare to hurt his father, because his father was in poor health, but he was strong and we all lost him. Only then did I know what they meant, and I drank wine again. Like crazy, I knelt on the ground and let God prove it to me. I have repeatedly given his son a chance to wait for him to change, but since I married my husband, this has been the end. I can't get out either. I stay at home every day, I don't go anywhere, I take care of my children every day, and my mother doesn't let me have a confinement. My husband made it for me. I can eat whatever I want when I'm not confined, and I can vomit whatever I want. Then this salary change is actually said to be like this. After a long quarrel, my sister called my mother over, and his father asked his brother to call the police. My mother arrived before the police arrived. Seeing her daughter crying like that, mother intended to hug her brother. Her brother refused to go to the police station, and she was getting a divorce. I am sad because my daughter was taken away by her brother. I regret it. Why did I do that? I feel sorry for my daughter. At the police station, my stomach ached, and I was different. Maybe I'm drunk and excited. I heard them say. I finally couldn't help crying in the interrogation room of the police station. I'm just saying that my daughter left, my daughter left, and my husband went back the next day. When he came home, he said that if anything happened to his father, he would never let us go. Later, when he saw that his father was fine, he didn't say anything, because I blamed myself and stuffed my daughter into his father's stomach. I don't eat or drink, just sleep. For three whole days, my grandmother couldn't stand it. Call my husband. Then he advised me to eat, saying that he would show me his daughter if I ate, or he wouldn't show me. Later, I promised him that I had eaten, and I met my daughter that afternoon. When I saw my daughter at that time, my daughter was completely shocked. I didn't respond when I played with him. I usually laugh when I make fun of her. I was so distressed that I thought things might be different as long as I admitted my mistake. I promised my husband that I wouldn't associate with my friends in the future and said that we were. However, he later showed his cards to his parents, who broke up with him. I said I would change in the future, and I would be good to him. We came down to Dongguan to stay in a hotel that day, because the red envelope given by my family on my birthday was almost 5000 yuan. That day, my sister sent me a message saying that behind the house where we lived, someone said that I had eloped with my sister's friend because my husband's parents broke up with him and he was alone. Later, when I heard this news from my sister, I told him that my old family told me that I had eloped with someone else. I want to say that this is very interesting. I am obviously with you, but I just want to tell him what others said. I couldn't hear what happened outside, but I didn't expect him to yell at me, scold me, fly into a rage and then say he was ashamed. I didn't say anything to make him scold. It will get better in the future. From then on, every time he went crazy, I put up with it. He looks at me like this, and now it's getting worse and worse. If he doesn't like to hear something, he will get angry. Last night, I had a quarrel. Because it was too late, I didn't want to disturb the people in the rental house next door, so I put up with it. Because this kind of thing is not a day or two, I didn't sleep all night. I've been like this lately. I saw my daughter fall asleep and went to the toilet. Recently, her skin is not good and she has urticaria. She went to the hospital to prescribe medicine. I want to wash the medicine into rice flour for her, but I can't find it anywhere. I am bored. Later, I gave her rice noodles first, and I continued to look for medicine. When my daughter lost her bottle, she cried and woke him up. He yelled at me when he came. When I asked my child that he had been crying, I ignored him. I told him I was looking for medicine, but I don't know where it went. He accused me loudly and angrily of losing my daughter's medicine, saying how you lost it and how you did things. Last night, I put it on the table when I was cooking milk for my daughter. I told him. Then he said the medicine ran away, and I said there was a ghost in the house. The more he talks, the more excited he becomes. I was angry, but I said you can't coax your daughter when she is crying. Then he shouted even louder, saying that he was tired from work and why I didn't sleep. My daughter was so scared that she cried even more in bed. He picked her up and continued to argue with me, coaxed her, and then threw her bottle on the bed, falling several times in a row and shouting. Then I went to pick up my daughter and made her stop crying. He quarreled with me after all. Later, he got out of bed and was very angry. He kept smashing things. I told you I can't live with you like this. I took my daughter back to my hometown. He said he would kill me if I dared to take his daughter back to her hometown. Then I called the police, but he didn't hit me. The police can't take him away A policeman gave me a testimony. He told me to collect evidence first, and then to consult and see what I can do. I want my daughter. I don't want her to grow up in such a family. Who can help me?