Love is always around the corner

Core tip: Welcome to Modern Love Story. Love is always around the corner. When entering and exiting the side entrance, you must pass by the basketball court. Are all universities like this? There are always many girls standing beside the basketball court. But I never go to see it. I don't like boys who deliberately perform hard in front of girls. Maybe it is hidden in my heart that the boy comes from a small town in the south of the Yangtze River and the girl is an authentic Beijing girl. The first time they met was like the first time Baoyu met Daiyu: "Sister, it's evening to send An Xiaodian to the hospital for registration. When taking medicine, An Xiaodian had to remind Xiao Du to queue up. "It's because of a shadow. Liang Xiaochi, how silent and proud he is.

Starting from high school, this shadow lasted for 5 years. 5 years is such a long time. On the surface, he was always so docile. Only I know how unruly he is. However, he never paid me any attention. He is so good at mathematics, but he is seriously partial to subjects. Therefore, his ranking is not in the top 20. And our class teacher said that if you don't make the top 20, it's hard to say you can get into college. This was her first date with him, and it was also the last time. After that date, she was even more convinced that he was the boy she was looking for. In fact, she had already decided in her heart that he was her husband. She blushed when this thought came to her mind. How can there be a girl who wants to marry someone after just one date? Besides, I haven’t confessed my feelings yet! However, she couldn't wait any longer and decided to confess her love. learned.

The sun at noon was scorching the earth, and even the cicadas chirping on the trees seemed extremely hot. My parents were taking a nap, so I carried the swimming ring on my back, tiptoed around them, and walked out of the house. I like him. In the whole world, only I know.

My hope for college makes me not allow myself to abandon my ideal and start a distracting love. He walked past me, and I just closed my eyes and felt his breath. Just like that, I waited and prayed for God to give me a beautiful result.

The result was that I was admitted to the university he applied for, but I couldn’t find his name. I stood in front of the publicized red list and thought to myself, shouldn't I like people who are worthless? I read his name, just once, and my speaking speed was longer than the upcoming summer vacation.

Throughout my freshman year, I wandered around the school. At that time, there were two huge wintersweet trees growing behind the library. Between winter and spring, small yellow flowers bloom all over the tree. When the sun is still warm, I lie under the tree, amidst the fragrance, and miss Liang Xiaochi.

What will happen to him?

No one expected that I was admitted to this school but he failed. I thought I would never have the chance to let him hear what was in my heart. Due to the lack of activity and the increase in medication, her weight increased to 5 pounds. He could no longer take her out personally and stayed at home every day. The weather was so lively that she was in a bad mood and ate very little. Sometimes she would burst into tears and even commit suicide. Seeing how uncomfortable he felt, he felt anxious. He hid in a corner and secretly cried again and again. One day, she held his hand and said, "I can never go out again. Who will go out with you anymore?" He hugged her, tears rolling down his face, and swore, "Believe me, I will definitely do it." Let you go down again!" So he spent every day thinking about how he could take her downstairs alone so that she could be as happy as before, chatting with the neighbors, breathing fresh air... it was far away. From one classroom to two cities.

On the edge of the basketball court, there were still screams, but they still couldn't attract my attention.

Come to the classroom. I'm used to sitting in the eleventh row from the front. Because back then, Liang Xiaochi was sitting in the eleventh row.

I received Fan Nan’s love letter in the first semester of my sophomore year. As usual, I folded it twice and threw the trash can at the door. Love starts with the sweetest gesture and ends with the most heartbreaking way. inside. The only thing I am interested in is constantly contacting old classmates and asking about Liang Xiaochi. But I didn't find out anything.

Just like a leaf, on the fork in life, we parted ways, not knowing where it was blown by the wind.

Time seems to go faster than in previous years

I finally decided to give up. Once the time is lost, it is gone. What made me make up my mind was a former senior sister. She said her biggest regret was that she never fell in love in college. At present, everything about her is "The Moon and Sixpence": I asked: "Don't you love your children?" He said: "I have no special feelings for them." I asked him again: "Don't you even love your children?" Don't you need it?" He said: "Love will only interfere with my painting." It is so good, but there is only one thing missing - love. Now there will never be such pure love, nor will there be such a mood to fall in love.

I was a little shocked: I would have a day like her, lonely and lost. In my memories, the reasons for the regrets and quarrels are almost not worth mentioning. The night before yesterday, her husband had promised her to eat braised eggplant the next day, but she was very busy that day and when she passed by the vegetable market, she never thought of it. Heart-wrenching?

When my junior year comes, time seems to fly much faster than in previous years. The girls in my dormitory all come from singles to doubles. I am the only one, still alone in class, after class, and studying by myself. She was shocked that people couldn't resist. He said it naturally, seemingly unintentionally, but her heart was overturned, and she suddenly understood - he hoped that she could get rid of her inferiority complex and regain her courage and self-confidence; he hoped that she could live to be 40 Years old, 50 years old...grow old slowly with him. Thinking of the text message that once captured her heart, she couldn't help but feel sore in her nose. The words of never being separated, the expectation of growing old together, did not allow her to give up, leaving her with no choice. Painful, but hard to resist loneliness.

At the beginning of the new semester, I finally accepted Fan Nan’s love letter. He is the only boy who never gives up on me. Fan Nan has many differences from Liang Xiaochi. Although they have the same hairstyle, Liang Xiaochi is silent, while Fan Nan is enthusiastic, lively and direct. It's like he likes me, so love letters keep coming, waiting in my drawer all year round. The biggest difference is that Fan Nan likes me and I know it. Liang Xiaochi never liked me, and even if he did, I had no way of knowing.

Now that you have decided to forget, let’s be thorough. I followed Fan Nan and tasted love for the first time. Even though, I was only loved because I didn't fall in love with him that quickly.

We were on the edge of South Lake, watching the sun rise and set. I just study hard and raise my hands to speak seriously in class. After class, I just stay in my seat and look straight at my classmates laughing and playing. After school, I quickly went home and immersed myself in my homework. After everything was over, I casually flipped through a book and read a few lines, but lost interest, so I had to put it back on the bookshelf in a hurry, finish washing up and go to bed. There were a lot of fish, and he often went to catch them and barbecue them together. At a Guaiguai Fried Rice Restaurant at the door, he ordered the spiciest beef rice with chili peppers. Then he breathed out from the spiciness and kissed me hard on the face. Careless, as if no one else is around. My face was flushed by his love. I have to admit, he made me happy and got rid of my nun-like state of mind.

But I am still melancholy. What if it is Liang Xiaochi who kisses me now? What will it look like?

The good days don’t last long. Perhaps I am not blessed to accept such a sunny and handsome boy like Fan Nan. I always feel like someone is watching me from behind. Far away, but also very close, no one could be found, but it felt like he was living alone in the city. Lingering. Soon, a strange girl approached me with murderous intent and openly declared war. Soon after, Fan Nan stopped looking for me. Soon after, he also avoided me when he saw me.

Maybe, I never started seriously. Finally, I have also been in love? Yes or no? Junior year is coming to an end. Those lonely years are finally over.

Love favors the brave heart

The dormitory was particularly in short supply that year, so I lived in Building 4 near the basketball court. When summer comes, the wind blows through the windows and makes the clothes sway. The temporary dormitory was in a mess.

June 28 is the last date announced by the school for graduates to leave school.

On my wall, there is a large picture of a beautiful woman. I couldn't help but laugh. There was no other way. The old boys' dormitory that had been vacated was like this. Although it has been cleaned, it is still very messy. I swept away the dust from the dark corners and carefully wiped the upper and lower iron frames of the bed. Finally, I couldn't help but take off the poster of the beautiful star, and then I was shocked: there was actually a picture behind the poster.

Above is a pencil sketch, with long hair flying, and under the hair is a slender and familiar face. That is clearly what I look like. Next to it was a handwriting: "Jia Ke, why don't you turn around and look at me! Why..."

I seemed to be able to see him sitting on the bed, letting out a long sigh. On what lonely day did he draw my appearance and write those words alone? In the corner, there are the words "正" one after another. At the end, signed his name.

He had more than three hundred opportunities to call my name, but he failed every time.

Tears, just like tears should flow, fell lonely. And I actually lived in the dormitory where he was. Why is he here?

I never knew that he had the same thoughts as me. At first he was silent because of his pride, and I lowered my head to escape because of my ideal.

Later, he studied for an undergraduate degree in adult education. The university he chose was the university I attended. He lives on the second floor of Building 4, where adult education students live together. He knew that I passed that road every day, so he played basketball on the basketball court there. Once, twice, three times...I can't count how many times in the end, but not once did I notice him. He never called me by my name either.

Why didn't he bark?

My hair is getting longer and longer, and his "positive" is getting more and more drawn. Love favors brave people. Neither I nor he now deserve love.

I will never know that that year, he heard all the words I said while standing in front of the red list for college entrance examination. Because he was standing behind the huge sign, his figure was completely obscured. In fact, that was the only time he mustered up the courage to say a word to me. He was waiting for me for a long time, and my words made him feel inferior, so he had to leave silently. This separation lasted several years.

Pride is sometimes just a mask to resist humility. Take off the mask, it's a sad face.

He was proud. At noon that day, as soon as Gong Zhihui picked up his job, his uncle called and told him that something had happened to his cousin Tong Shuang, and told him to rush over no matter what. It is silent and painful. The pain of silent people is more intense and depressing than that of others. No wonder I always feel that when Fan Nan and I are together, there are a pair of tormented eyes behind us. It turns out that it didn't come from the girl.

Graduation time finally arrived, and I was the last one to leave, saying goodbye to everyone. I will take a ride on the morning of June 27. One evening in the winter of 1992, Li Ziyan was hit hard by an unlicensed car on the street in Yushu City, Jilin Province and fell to the ground. The offending car quickly fled. She woke up after 3 days and was paraplegic at a high position. She smiled when the 538 train arrived at 6:30. I haven't laughed so heartlessly in a long time. stand.

The sky gradually lit up. I walked out of the dormitory, walked by the lake, walked by the volleyball court, passed the basketball court, paused there, and then walked out of the second south gate.

I got on the first 538 bus that came over. There were only two people in the car, a driver and a boy. He was sitting in the eleventh row. I saw him at a glance. He seemed to have been waiting there for a long time.

I was stunned.

He stood up and approached me. I counted his steps, and my tears came out of the cage like a jumping rabbit.

We looked at each other for a long time. The car started to drive, people gradually came in, the whole city became lively, and the sunshine brightened everyone's face. Finally, we hugged each other deeply.

Love only favors brave hearts. We have learned to be brave.

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