Meet me early in the next life.

"If you were given another chance, would you accept my business card that time?"

? "Yes, even if we don't get together in the end, I don't regret getting to know each other."

? After breaking up, you sent me a WeChat.

You are like a heavy rain in the summer afternoon, pouring down and giving me coolness and comfort; But suddenly stopped, leaving behind breeding boredom and depression.

? I don't want to talk about many things in the past. Think about it carefully. In fact, you haven't done much to warm your heart. I'm just young and ignorant, so nostalgic. A little warmth and touch is enough to make me miss it for a long time.

? The first time I saw you, it was on my way to work. I just got out of the subway station. It's foggy and raining outside, and the rain covers the whole city of Beijing. My eyes are a little blurred. Watching the time go by, it's almost time to go to work. Without an umbrella, I stamped my foot, gritted my teeth and rushed into the rain. At this time, like a soldier, you rushed into my plain life.

? "Hey, why don't you take an umbrella in such a heavy rain?" Unfamiliar faces appeared beside me, the rain stopped overhead, and my ears were full of the sound of rain hitting my umbrella, which made me brittle.

? "It didn't rain when you went out, you didn't bring an umbrella, who knows. . "I have no choice but to smile. Your eyes are really beautiful. This is my first impression of you.

? "Come on, give you the umbrella, I'm nearby!" Pass me your umbrella and get ready to leave. I was slightly surprised, took your umbrella, asked your name, you know what I mean, and gave me your business card. Say your name silently to show that you remember it. I want to rush into the heavy rain, and that figure is the back that I can't erase in my life. In such a fast-paced city, the warmth of strangers makes me very comfortable. When I arrived at the company, I carefully put my umbrella in the last drawer, just like hiding my little mind in front of others, and the secret began to grow.

? Later, I called you to return the umbrella. In the familiar coffee shop, the sunshine in Beijing in October is really good. We exchanged first names and surnames. After more than 20 years of life, when we first met, we felt that we had known each other for a long time. The first time we met, we were too enthusiastic and a little interested, but the comfort was just right.

Later, we started to contact WeChat. I know you are from New Beijing. When you went to Guomao, you talked about the project. Your family works in engineering. You said you were single, I said I was single. That's it. Naturally, after a long time, we will be together. You are very kind to me. You are seven years older than me. You are mature and steady, and your words are humorous. You have given me a lot of help and guidance in my life. We will watch amirkhan's movies together. You, who have never seen an Indian movie, fell into a pit in my brainwashing. Let's watch, cry and laugh together. You will take me to the glory of the king. Even if I am trapped to death, I can't save you every time I crouch in the grass. What's even more hateful is that you said it was your first time to play and you couldn't go from 6 to 6. You like reading very much. Sometimes you just ignore me and let me play, and I will ignore you because I play werewolf killing. We went to Nanjing, Yangzhou and Tianjin together. Before studying in Japan, you told me interesting stories about Japanese culture, Hokkaido and Japan, taught me to speak Japanese and despised my English. You always say that you will take me to Japan, see where you go to school and introduce me to your Japanese friends, but neither you nor I have been to Japan.

? Some people say that the most beautiful word in the world is "come as scheduled". I am full of expectations. You arrived as scheduled, and no one failed to live up to each other's waiting. It's beautiful to think about it. However, not all the waiting in this world will not be disappointed, especially love. The order of appearance is very important. Sometimes it is almost obvious, but it is far away.

I remember it was a Sunday when you were busy in the kitchen and I leaned against the wall to talk to you. Inadvertently, you mentioned that a girl who walked with me added you. Stranger still, she and I are fellow villagers. She was drunk that day, and she never added you through a strange girl, thinking that the girl was me, so she passed. Then I woke up the next day and didn't have time to delete it. In fact, you don't have to make it clear, and I won't be angry. Life has taught me that haggling over every ounce will only make me exhausted. Give me your mobile phone and let me see if she looks like me. If I do it again, I won't open your chat record with her.

? "Is your girlfriend also in Beijing?"

? "No, she's out of town. She comes over sometimes. "

I didn't speak, let alone question you. I pinched my palm, and my nails made it red, leaving a deep impression. I didn't cry. I sat on the sofa and felt very wronged. You are still talking to me in the kitchen, but I can't hear you anymore.

? What is the farthest place a person can reach in his life? Most of the scenery is just an illusion of the world, and a few desperate places are blocked and inaccessible. In my mind, the wasteland is always yellow sand and low fog, and I wander in it, struggling to set up a small tent. This tent gave me a glimpse of life, freed me from hesitation and self-loathing, and made me independent of this barren land. I thought you were an oasis in a desolate desert. I tried to get close to you, but it was just a mirage. I live in the dream you weave for me. In fact, I feel inferior with you. Your family is well-off, you are tall and handsome, and your circle of friends is even higher than I may reach in ten years. I never told you that once I got a phone call from a girl who liked you for a long time. I ask you, the woman around you, you say most, but you never say her. I broke up with you because I didn't want to be the third party in anyone's relationship. Actually, I can't tell whether it's me or that girl. However, you are my last youth and all my courage. I was lonely and brave, and I didn't get the honesty I wanted. You cried that day, and we drank a lot. I laughed and cried, crying and laughing. Obviously, we had simple feelings, but we didn't get a good home. You told me she was your ex-girlfriend. Four years ago, she lost a child for you. You can't hurt her, and you can't accept her for various reasons. You still pray for my forgiveness. You promised you'd take care of it. You don't want to hurt me.

I was 24 years old and you were 3 1 year old. You inadvertently brewed a pot of spring and autumn.

? I took it and drank it, and then it was easy.

? This incident has not completely cut off our contact, even our feelings. It's hard for me to like someone, but it's easy to like someone. It's enough that you are good to me. Once there is a gap between feelings, it is really difficult to sew up. This is a wound, and it hurts every time you touch it. You still can't completely cut off contact with her. You can't bear to hurt three people at once. I gave up in this emotional contest.

My dearest Mr. Y, our story is over. Maybe in the eyes of many people, you are love rat, but the people I like are amazing, and you are still the best in my heart. It's a long way. I wish you all the best.

? What about me? I'm glad to meet again after such a long separation.

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