How scheming can a girl be towards her boyfriend? _

Insisting on my love is my biggest motive.

He and I haven’t seen each other for many years. We were our first love that ended in vain in middle school.

We have basically never seen each other after graduation. Our contact is limited to two text messages/WeChat messages every year: "Happy Birthday" on each other's birthday, and "Happy New Year" on New Year's Day. .

We have known each other for more than ten years, and I have been sending "Happy Birthday" to each other for more than ten years. He later told me that when it came to his birthday, he felt very uncomfortable because he would wait for the blessing text message all day long.

I like him very much, like him very much, like him very much. I don't know if he likes me or not.

On my birthday last year, after receiving his blessing message, I was cautiously polite: Thank you for having the opportunity to have dinner together!

He took over the conversation and said let’s have dinner together in two days. I made a reservation at XX restaurant for 6:30. I was so happy that I didn't sleep all night.

It rained heavily in Shanghai that day. Before I walked out of the office, I felt relieved and put the umbrella in the drawer. The opportunity to share an umbrella with him was missed this time and may never come again in the future.

I went to the bathroom to put on makeup for fifteen minutes before going downstairs. I never put on my eyelashes, so I used a new eyelash curler that day.

The moment I saw him, I almost burst into tears.

Ah, I finally saw him again.

After dinner, I said I didn’t bring an umbrella, but he insisted on taking me home. I declined, but quickly agreed.

I don’t know what I was talking about along the way. I just feel my heartbeat is fast. Feeling trembling all over. She was afraid that she would hug him shamelessly by accident, shattering the little bit of restraint she had.

He came downstairs to my house and smiled and said let’s hug him. He said that on the day of my graduation ceremony, I hugged everyone in the class except him, and he owed it to me.

I hugged him and just sighed. But I still couldn't help but say the words I had worked so hard to come up with. I think this sentence should be very lethal. Even if he doesn't like me, he will remember me in this life.

I said, I miss you so much.

Then, after "cheating", I didn't dare to be scheming anymore. All "lost and found" things in life are valuable.