Enter the running-in period with friends.

I have two friends who regard each other as sworn enemies, not the kind who love each other and kill each other. They really hate each other. When I first got along with them, I felt no pressure. Later, with the deepening of feelings, I became more and more uncomfortable after understanding. I often get along with one of them, but I can never get along completely.

Sensitive mind, emotional breakdown, often beyond my psychological safety boundaries to stick to people, huge negative energy, often need comfort. Whether it's comfort or companionship, I can. However, once I sent you a text message saying that your comfort was not in place and you were at a loss. Finally, let me sum up whether I can play well with anyone, such as love rat. Me! ! ! ! (Black question mark face) But I was so fucking scared that I didn't even say anything when I was angry. Instead, I labeled her far away.

Another is attention to detail and good at taking care of people, that is, some preferences between friends will also be taken care of. However, she is a little harsh, and I can't stand it. At first, I would feel very distressed, and later, I was completely helpless. She will remember the hurt you did to her one by one, such as the birthday cake she bought me. I could have eaten that day, but after taking a shower, my stomach was very uncomfortable. The problem is, later she said that I asked her in public, and she had no chance to refuse. She does mind. I was really confused, especially because I didn't have strong interpersonal skills, so I told her that I blamed myself, but she didn't reply. Sometimes, I feel wronged. Sometimes she gives me her seat in class. I didn't ask her for help, but she answered it for me. She will give me a few words, too. I wonder. Sometimes I enjoy the moment with her, and sometimes I am too angry to speak. (mainly cowardice)

Maybe friends are like this and need to run in, but I am the kind of person who puts the other person on a psychological periphery and feels hurt.

I think the running-in period is too difficult to stick to.