Senior three, what should I do if my will is weak?

Standing in the seat of Kaitian in my sophomore year

1. Calling for our time-boundless love

At that time, I was still ignorant and surfing the Internet in the Internet bar all day. The news of Sichuan earthquake came from Q system. I opened the website and saw the actual situation. Weird thinking, I hurried back to my dormitory to borrow my classmate's mobile phone and called home. In the next few days, I spent most of my time online learning about the Sichuan earthquake. I don't know why this is done. But I really care about our motherland. I feel that I have changed a lot and grown a lot since I arrived at the university. I know a lot about my thoughts, communication, life and life. In fact, I know very well now, and now I'm nothing, very rubbish and very annoying. But I am patriotic. Seeing the pictures and innocent faces of the people in the disaster area eroded by the disaster, I feel the same in Dalian and feel deeply sympathetic. Old man Wen faced the people who were injured by the disaster. He, an old man over sixty, took off his glasses that fell on his heartbroken face. Standing in front of the little girl with the innocent little face, he said deeply, don't cry, son. Don't cry, son. Your home is gone, but the government will protect you. Everything will be fine. This is a disaster. The dead are already dead. But those of us who survive must live well and be strong. This is the best comfort, sympathy, mourning and reward for our dead relatives.

At the moment when the building was about to collapse, a teacher immediately caught four students in his lecture hall and blocked the mouth of the table with his own body. As a result, four students were safe and sound, while the teacher was crushed by the fateful reinforced concrete. When the rescuers found him, the teacher's eyes were closed, and the blood stained this special lecture table. The soldiers of the rescue team knew that there was life in the lecture table. Just as they were about to remove the body, they realized that its hand had already grasped the two sides of the lecture table. No matter how hard these powerful warriors try, they can't be separated, because she has used her great blood to shape this great sculpture and become a permanent monument!

when the rescuers found her, she was already dead, crushed to death by the collapsed house. Through the gap between the piles of ruins, you can see her dead posture, kneeling on her knees, her whole upper body crawling forward, supporting her body with her hands on the ground, and some people bowed down like the ancients, but her body was deformed by the pressure, which looked a little strange. Rescuers reached in through the gap in the ruins to confirm that she was dead. When they were not far away, the rescue captain suddenly ran back and shouted "Come here quickly". When they came to her body again, the captain put his hand under her body and groped for it. He immediately shouted "Someone, a child, is still alive". After some rescue, the soldier carefully rescued the child under her body. He was wrapped in a small quilt of red yellow flowers, about three months old. Because of his mother's protection, he was unharmed. When he was taken out, he was still asleep quietly. His sleeping face made all the people present feel warm and lucky. When the accompanying doctor untied the quilt for inspection, he found a mobile phone in the quilt. The doctor subconsciously looked at the screen of the mobile phone and found that there was a written short message on the screen: "Dear Baby, if you can live, you must remember that I love you." The doctor who was used to seeing where will you go shed tears at this moment. The mobile phone passed, and the short message passed. Everyone who saw the short message shed tears. The news anchor of the TV station shed tears when he read this story. Everyone who heard this story shed tears. I cried when I saw the news! The greatest love in the world is maternal love, boundless maternal love. Children, when you grow up, I hope you can still see this short message, and imagine what kind of mood and environment your mother was in at that time, and I hope you can remember it for a lifetime! Son, you must live in the future, and you must be strong!

2. Long time

I haven't written anything for a long time, I haven't relaxed for a long time, I haven't daydreamed for a long time, and I haven't felt life for a long time.

University, I feel that university is not quite the same as my previous career path. The feeling of losing my intense study in high school seems to make me a little strange and a little uncomfortable. The biggest change I feel is that my thoughts are not as naive as before, and I feel that I am a college student. But I am a failed college student. Because I am a failed high school student who has been in high school for four years. Every time I think about this, I am disappointed. Think about home, I am in such a self-taught school at my own expense for one year, which costs nearly 2, yuan a year. Parents, farmers. Make ends meet! Think about this, why do I want to go to school, and why did I come to Dalian to go to school? This is my parents' painstaking care and love for me. It can be said that my parents were too busy to get out of the old farmer's circle. They don't want me to continue their life path. It's really hard for them to fight for us. Dare to ask when we, as children, will ask ourselves? "It is said that raising children can prevent old age, but high mountains and high waters also flow from other places! It is said that raising children is a way to prevent old age, but no matter how hard and tired you are, you can't open your mouth ... "Poor inherit the wind!

so, our first priority now is to study. Study hard in college, live well every day in college, and enrich your college life. I think this should be my parents' greatest hope and joy for me.

Third, college life

In the past, the life of college boys was said to be smoking, drinking and having sex. But now it's smoking, drinking, surfing the internet and having sex. I don't think there is much benefit in this.

I think most smokers are worried all day. Class, class, silence, sitting. Expert's words: A cigarette after a meal is better than a living immortal ... Personally, I hate cigarettes the most. I really don't know that cigarettes have become legal in such a civilized socialist society in China! There are so many cigarette factories and advertisements. Although some cigarette cases say that smoking is harmful to health, I dare say that it is just a lie, and the purpose is only to increase the appeal of this cigarette brand. It's really rubbish. Even the corruption in the late feudal society of China and the Qing Dynasty, as well as Lin Zexu's smoke elimination in Humen. I don't think there is any essential difference between smokers and smokers during the Opium War. I once persuaded my brother to borrow cigarettes. It's exasperating that they actually gave as many reasons for smoking as seawater. He also said that I didn't understand "tobacco culture". I think this old joke should have been in China for a hundred years at most, and the so-called "culture" has come out, which makes sense. I said that you smokers have a sesame hair reason to say that smoking is good. It's said that there's a rich man in China who draws the so-called "Nanjing", and the price of a pack is in the figures. I wonder if there is something wrong with this man's head (at this time I think of the gap between the rich and the poor in our country). It is scientifically proved that smokers will kill their own lives every time they smoke a cigarette, and will make non-smokers who are in frequent contact become passive smokers. Dare to ask, can you die if you don't smoke? I want to tell those smokers that every conscientious parent wants us to grow up healthily. They don't want us to be affected by some bad habit. No conscientious parent will try to persuade us to smoke. Smoke quickly, smoke more, and pack a pack of cigarettes a day! "If you have skin, you will be affected by your parents!" Each of us should respect our parents and cherish the precious life they have given us. Only in this way can we be worthy of our parents' care and love and hope that those who have read this essay can think a little. To be worthy of our parents, I sincerely want to appeal to our society to get rid of this increasingly decadent social bad habit. But I know that it is far from enough to rely on my own strength. I hope that people with prestige in society can do their best to show their love and set an example. I hope that the relevant authorities can reduce some cigarette factories and make the surplus labor in them be used in places of construction significance to the country. Tobacco is not a good thing. I sincerely appeal to the motherland for progress and prosperity with my bleeding heart! !

drinking, so-and-so and so, so-and-so and others today. It's a great pleasure for two people at the table to make a showdown ... but I want to remind myself that a small amount of wine is a tonic, but it's no good to drink it all the time. If you drink too much, you will vomit, walk hard, and hit a tree in the morning. The words on the wine table are almost irrelevant. But there is a fine point: wine is a good thing, and people are all bastards! .....

China has a profound cultural history! And it is accompanied by a thousand years of wine culture. We had a poet Li Bai in ancient times, but he was also Brewmaster! The ancients "talk about poetry" always accompanied by "talk about wine". Therefore, wine was a virtuous companion among all the people in ancient China. "Refreshing feelings by introducing wine", "On the history of cooking wine" and "Raising a glass to dispel worries" … wine has too many cultural histories and connotations in ancient China! There are countless examples! In today's society, wine has already lost the cultural and historical connotation of "she" in China! At this time, the "wine" is no longer the "wine" that cherishes the sun. It's hard to see what we saw in school. On the wine table, one asked another with a red eye: hello! Can you do it? Open your mouth and laugh wildly. It is said that the truth is spoken after drinking, and the truth is revealed after drinking. Look at these people who seem to be proud of themselves, who are lovelorn, who are resentful, and who are choking. It's really a social white state! The school is indeed a sub-society and a microcosm of society. Another red-eyed response: no! Drink too much and throw up! Drive and climb the tree! Seeing a beautiful woman (handsome boy) can't lift her feet or move! ..... and then suddenly stood up (I guess I couldn't drink it when I was sitting), raised my glass, and laughed it off.

surf the internet. Modern society is an information society. It's unrealistic for us not to surf the Internet. If we don't surf the Internet, we will be out of date. In that case, we can call it "Net Mang". But whatever we do, we must have a degree. You can play with things, but only if you don't lose heart. I feel normal in this seat. I won't say much about other aspects of surfing the Internet. This game should be measured by everyone.

well, it's an object. This thing. I don't know much about it. I once said in my text:

"I want to find a bosom friend

because I need a little care

a little care

intimate companionship

to remember our romantic life path ..."

Perhaps this is the trick of creation. The ancients had a classic couplet of love: "The fallen flower intentionally falls in love with the flowing water mercilessly". I'm confident that I'm a little boy who is responsible for girls. Maybe it's just a love affair. The young heart of the girl who makes me move always seems to pass me by. When our thoughts * * * sound, recklessness has no chance to be together. Maybe this is my destiny in love. Maybe this is called predestination. Perhaps the doomed fate is precisely this kind of incomplete beauty, so there will be so many sad disappointments.

tune the tune. break through the emotional barrier

you are like tong Guoliang, and I want to be open-minded. Youth is full of fantasy and ignorance, and love is full of grass. Fate meets thousands of miles, but it falls apart. I sincerely sigh that the old moon and the red line have made my heart bitter.

The dusk and the bright moon are unforgettable. I miss you so much that the hero is infatuated with Lang. The world's grievances are unpredictable, and the dust is right and wrong. What is the human sentiment? Throughout history, children laugh and grow.

Looking back at my freshman year. It seems that I am naive, ignorant and even stupid. I got nothing in my freshman year. Now my sophomore life is coming to an end. I want to do something, and have a little success. So I joined a student union last semester. But things are unpredictable. I got kicked out. Hoo hoo. These days, a little level is not used but excluded! Finally, I've got my college diploma now. This is the most gratifying thing for me recently. Call the old parents at home, or the vicissitudes of life remain the same. Ask my dad if he will take the undergraduate course. My father told me to decide for myself. In the end, I let my parents suffer selfishly.

mom and dad look up and down, facing the loess and facing the sky.

once the sea was difficult for water, the only constant was the world.

4. Looking for her in the crowd

I feel that many things have happened to me in my sophomore year, and I really feel that I can't talk about it. Unexpectedly, a little girl was involved. It all happened so subtly. Unconsciously, I wrote these short messages that I don't know who will read them.

those who wish to see it finish watching her. I don't know what she thinks of me now, but I want people to know how I feel about her now.

I have been paying attention to her for a long time. I know that she is very filial, sensible, loves her parents and is considerate of her family. She is an obedient good child at home. She has a great ideal of repaying her parents, which is the motivation of everything she does now.

I didn't know what happened to her until the exam, so I didn't take much care of her that day. I felt a little sorry for her after knowing it. I thought she was very uncomfortable after coming out of the examination room. At first, I thought she was ill with a cold or something, and then she walked so many roads. She was tired and sweaty, and I didn't ask anything. I was really embarrassed when I knew the reason. Hey! So I always wanted to help her later, because I felt I owed something.

after I made her a friend that day, I casually asked her if her photo took care of her. And she said she had no date, and she didn't want to say it. Hmm? Looks like there's a doorway here. In the evening, I want to read her QQ diary and learn more about her.

at first, I only thought she was a sensible and quiet and honest little girl. But after reading the first log, I found that she was thoughtful and emotional, and she was far more sensible than I expected. So I can keep watching. I saw a reprinted article about a couple in a dense village who helped their son go to school. The parents didn't go to recognize his son when he got married so that his son wouldn't lose face. After everything changed, the daughter-in-law knew the truth and took her in-laws home with tears. It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, and I was moved to cry that night. I didn't expect her to be so filial and sensible. It would be great if we could be friends with her.

I stayed up all night that night. I read her diary on the phone until after three o'clock the next afternoon, and I didn't eat any food. After that, I always read it while rushing to the phone. I don't know where I got the motivation to read all her logs. I know a lot about her experience. She is a very sensible girl who is full of beautiful yearning for everything. At the same time, I also know her past. She has paid, laughed, cried and been hurt for what she has done. The girl who shed tears because of her loss, the loneliness that she was sad to wait for because of her departure, the little girl who secretly cried with her diary ..... It seems that the injured little girl was right in front of my eyes. Unconsciously, what she once did gave way to me, and I really wanted to help her. Thinking of what happened to her a few days ago, I thought of myself, and somehow I felt distressed. Because I always think that such a little girl is so kind, and at the same time I think that looking at the photos still reveals a little innocence and cuteness. It's a little distressing that she has so many injuries. I have experienced a hard life, and I just think that such a sensible girl should be a happy life.