Zhihu's novel: Please go back? 2008

Section 1 Help, I'm stuck on the same day!

In the summer of 2008, Aunt Wang stood guard outside the hotel.

In the guest room, I sent a message to my dad: "Fat sheep, go and take a shower. 」

My dad put away his cell phone and walked into the hotel with a steel pipe tied to his waist.

Our "Guanyin dance" is about to close.

The so-called "Guanyin dance" can be understood by replacing "Guanyin" with "immortal". This is our slang.

By the way, I am Guanyin.

2

My name is Yu Xiaoxiao. I just entered the university this summer. Actually, I didn't expect to go back to my old job.

There is really no money at home.

If you want to charge college tuition, "Guanyin dance" is the fastest way to make money.

three

We will embark on this old road, starting this morning.

Since long summer, the usury of150,000 has been put at home, which is not enough at all. My father ran away to avoid debt. But I didn't expect that this morning, I was blocked back home by people who wanted debts.

I woke up in a daze and came to the living room. I saw two gangsters and gave my dad a slap in the face:

"Run? Run away again? ! 」

Yellow hair gangsters glanced back, home, is all some simple furniture. And I, a little girl, stepped back uneasily.

I know, it's over. Today, they won't leave until they skin me.

"Small ..."

My dad called me softly and we looked at each other. At the moment when we looked at each other, we reached a subtle understanding.

How to get rid of the knowledge of these two gangsters?

"I called the police." I said.

"Don't still owe money, alarm useful? I'll mess with you again!

"How much does he owe you? ! 」

"Don't worry about adults, go home!" My father yelled at me.

"How much is it? 」

"Let you go back. Can't you hear me? ! 「

"Speak, how much do you want me to help you? ! Actually, I already know the numbers, so it's not difficult to pretend to be angry.

The two debtors watched our quarrel with interest.

"Stop it, right? You say it! 」

"One hundred and fifty thousand." Huang Mao said.

"One hundred and fifty thousand ..." I muttered, "Even if you sell me, you won't have one hundred and fifty thousand ..."

I was silent for a while and turned into the kitchen. When I came out again, I had a kitchen knife in my hand.

"What are you doing?" Everyone is nervous.

"People didn't, money don't have to also, right? 」

"You calm down ... fucking stop her! 」

"Oh, damn it! She bit me-"

I rushed up to cut my dad. Being held down by two assholes. Finally, I only had time to fly the kitchen knife out. My dad screamed and dodged, and the kitchen knife was stuck behind the sofa.

Those two gangsters stormed off. Only a mess is left in the house.

However, the bank card with college tuition fees was still searched out by them from home.

My father took out a kitchen knife and said, "Come again next time. 」

"It won't work next time." I squatted on the ground and picked it up, with long hair and depressed expression.

I know that even if the tuition goes up again, they will still come and won't leave us a penny. I never want to go to college until I pay off150 thousand.

"Dad, I don't want to drop out of school. 」

My dad was silent for a long time,

He sighed, "let's do another job. 」

four

In the past, my father and an aunt jointly cheated several foreign merchants. The special threat of choosing a wife is to send "evidence" to the family, and those involved are afraid to call the police.

So the success rate is very high.

At that time, I was still in primary school, and I was young, so I was watching downstairs. Sometimes I go up with my dad, as an aunt and daughter, crying and scolding those businesses for not losing money, and so on.

You can call the three of us shameless. But in 1998, everyone was laid off, and it was difficult to survive without a sideline. It is said that there are fathers and sons who rob people together. In contrast, fairy dance is much milder. People with families and houses come out to have sex, and they deserve to be cheated by us.

Of course, a crime is a crime, and we have no face to say that we have a way to steal it.

I just didn't expect that ten years later, we will be on duty again.

"I'll go, too." I said to my dad.

My dad hates it, but he really needs someone to watch it. Without an outsider, there is one person who can share the money.

He sighed. "Go to Aunt Wang first. 」

Our former partner, Aunt Wang, later found a stable job and worked in a toll booth. The matter will be shelved.

She lives next door to my house now.

It's the mother of two children.

five

"Aunt Wang. 」

We met in an alley downstairs. This kind of thing is hard to say at home.

Aunt Wang stood at the mouth of the alley, pretending to see the scenery, but actually she was looking to see if anyone passed by.

She is two years younger than my father and is well maintained. I wonder if the actress who can be a fairy dancer is beautiful. She left a big wave and was a beautiful aunt who didn't talk much.

To our surprise, we told our purpose, and she agreed directly without hesitation.

"Old in. Do you have guests at home in the morning? " She heard the sound and guessed what had happened, but she didn't understand.

We nodded awkwardly.

"After this, don't borrow it again. She said, "I'm a college student and I shouldn't live like this. " 」

I gave Aunt Wang a grateful look. I know, she did it for me. There is no need for her to get involved in this mess.

When I was a child, for a long time, I thought she would be my stepmother.

six

Anyway, that's it, for college tuition. A father and daughter, and the next-door neighbor. Once again started illegal business.

We found out the used small cards and scattered them in front of the hotel room.

A small county town will stay in high-end hotels, generally only foreigners and rich people. That's how we screen our customers. Simple, but effective.

My dad answered several phone calls, pretending to be a lot of service staff and asking customers what they wanted. In fact, my aunt has already written down the mobile phone number, and changed the last digit of the mobile phone number to the other nine digits and called them one by one.

At that time, operators all liked to recommend lovers' numbers, which were basically the same except the last one.

Call one by one. If a man answers, he hangs up. If a woman answers it, pretend to be a friend and ask if your lover is on a business trip in Qingliu County (our county). It seems that I just saw it in Qingliu County. Catch up or something.

As long as the answer is yes. This man, with half a foot, is already in our condom.

Soon, the fat sheep was trapped.

In the afternoon, the hot sun is in the sky. Fat sheep's room is on the second floor.

I put on a mask and went into the hotel instead of Aunt Wang.

I didn't improvise. I thought about it from the beginning. There is no reason for aunt Wang to take any more risks. She was in charge of the lookout.

Of course they don't agree, but they can't beat me.

Aunt Wang gave me a small bottle of anti-wolf spray to keep me in touch. My dad didn't look at me, but sighed maliciously, with faint tears. A fairy's dance, just like where you are going.

Say not afraid, that's false.

"Dad, just for me." I turned my head and said, "Be accurate. 」

seven

When I got on the elevator, I suddenly noticed a boy behind me carrying a schoolbag, tall and thin, wearing a mask. After entering the elevator, he said nothing.

It's summer, isn't it hot? Peer? Male peers?

The boy suddenly spoke: "Are you all right? 」

"What?" I am stupefied.

"Nothing. Through the mask, he seems to be laughing: "I mistook you for someone else. 」

Everything went well after entering the guest room.

Fat middle-aged people didn't even touch their hands, so they went to take a shower first.

I leaned against the balcony and sent a message to my dad: "Fat sheep, go and take a bath. 」

My dad got off the telephone pole and went into the hotel.

We are, uh, closing the net.

Inadvertently, I looked up and saw Aunt Wang running in this direction. A mobile phone, soon to the aunt wang's phone:

"Run. 」

Aunt Wang tried not to shout it out.

I looked over, in the distance, outside the hotel, I don't know when a police car stopped! Some plainclothes policemen are getting off the police car!

In an instant, I understood that we were the ones caught in the net!

eight

Go out through the front door, it's too late, and you'll only run into those policemen head-on!

Fortunately, the mask has never been taken off, and no one has seen my face. The police pretended to be a "fat sheep" and put water in the bathroom, which paralyzed my vigilance.

We still have time!

I'll turn on the TV at once and turn the volume up to the maximum.

Immediately, there was a knock at the door. My father's voice:

"Hello, room tea. 」

He also received a text message from Aunt Wang and immediately changed his mind. I opened the door and said thank you.

My dad lowered himself, my body covered him and closed the door. Father and daughter, in this way, carefully from outside bathroom door, walked back to the room.

A few seconds later, on the balcony on the second floor, there was a quilt.

I grabbed the quilt and crept down. On the other side of the quilt, my father grabbed me

Come on, be quick. If that "fat sheep" comes out and sees where we are going, it's all over!

In the bathroom, the sound of water gradually subsided.

My dad saw me fall to the ground, left the quilt, bit his teeth, turned over from the balcony and fell on the quilt, making a slight muffled sound.

There were countless footsteps and shouts in the guest room on the second floor. One step away, that was close!

"They ran away in the hall!" I let out a cry at random and made a diversion. A policeman leaned out of the balcony and looked around. The three of us clung to the wall, clung to the quilt, and dared not get out of the atmosphere.

For a long time, until I carefully confirmed that the balcony was temporarily empty. We hurried around the hotel.

nine

We stopped in an alley. Panting, flustered.

Aunt lit a cigarette and realized that I was still there. Let it out again.

"It should be something for people." She said quietly, as if judging other people's affairs. "Old in, you upset people. 」

I smiled bitterly. Over the years, my family has really offended many people.

"Find out that I killed him. 」

Aunt Wang gave him a reproachful look: "The child is still there. 」

I don't care. To tell the truth, it's a miracle that I can get into college with such a goal.

"This way for money,no.. Aunt Wang thought for a moment and said, "Lao Yu, I know you don't want to hear it." However, the sale of the building ... "

Aunt Wang didn't go on. There was silence for a while, and then I whispered, "why don't you wait for her ... life will pass." 」

I touched the pendant around my neck. A warm little fish.

Aunt Wang said it was my mother. 1997, Hongkong returned to China, but her mother disappeared mysteriously. The only thing left is this fish pendant.

Over the years, my family's money and debts have been used to find someone.

Neither my father nor I spoke.

10

Summer night, the barbecue stall downstairs. Uncle Chen hosted a banquet for the adults in the whole building.

After three rounds of drinking, I talked about selling the house again.

In 2008, I don't know where a rich man came and took a fancy to this building. Want to buy it and rebuild the hotel. The bid is high.

Chen Shu's daughter is going to high school. She has long wanted to sell the building and get the money so that she can move her daughter to the city. As far away from this hellhole as possible. Only my dad didn't agree, and he wouldn't sell it until he died.

There is not a family in this building that can't be sold.

Another back and forth. My dad never let go of oil and salt. Aunt Wang originally wanted to persuade my dad that selling the property would be good for everyone. Unexpectedly, Chen Shu said that he was impatient and put the glass down.

"Old." Uncle Chen said, "You don't want Sister Wang's two sons to know about you and Sister Wang, do you? 」

In an instant, I understood who ordered us from the police this afternoon.

On the dining table, there was silence.

Aunt Wang didn't speak. She picked up a bottle of beer. Go to the front of Chen Shu. Looks like I'm going to pour wine for Chen Shu.

Beer bottles, smashed on Chen Shu's skull.

It's a mess It's all a mess.

Aunt Wang tied a beautiful hair and came to me: "Xiaoxiao, go home." I hesitated, but the way she looked at me made me refuse.

When they left there, the adults had crowded together. Chen Shu and my father were on the ground, killing each other and cutting off their feet. Aunt Wang was scratched by Chen Shu's wife and clumsily resisted.

What a mess!

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I sat at home and turned on the TV. Turn it to the maximum volume. Covered up what happened downstairs.

Touched the jade pendant around her neck.

Only I know how much I hate my mother. Hate why she left without saying goodbye and made a mess of our lives.

Hate why she hasn't come back yet. So my dad and I don't have to cling to this building. Become a thorn in everyone's side.

On TV, there is a distant Beijing. The countdown to the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games began.

「5,4,3,2……」

At this time, I suddenly burst into tears and found that the wall of my house was slowly bulging.

Like a breathing monster.

A few seconds later, there was a loud bang! The fire broke through the wall and swept towards me!

I finally realized that this was an explosion!

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I was ... blown up?

The dizziness gradually disappeared.

I slowly opened my eyes.

The morning sun shines on the earth. Cicadas sing and birds sing.

After waiting for a while, I stepped down from the bed and came to the living room with a clear slap.

Two assholes, one on my dad's head. A yellow hair, gave my dad a slap in the face:

"Run? Run again! ? 」

I'm confused.

My dad called me when he saw me coming out. Look me in the eye and try to reach an agreement with me.

But I stayed there completely.

"What is this? ! 」

13

The two bastards struggled for a long time, leaving a sentence: "Remember, we know where your daughter is! I smashed something, searched my bank card for college tuition, and left swearing.

My father and I are cleaning up the messy home. Before I came to my senses, I heard my dad sigh: "Let's do another job. 」

14

I think I may be living in a dream.

Hot sun, hotel, plainclothes. On the balcony on the second floor, a quilt and a woman crept down.

The only difference is that Aunt Wang climbed down today. That's just because I was so busy that I forgot to offer to replace her.

15

It's time again. Everything is exactly the same as yesterday! !

The three of us hid in the alley, panting. Aunt Wang wanted to light a cigarette for herself, and when she realized that I was still here, she put it out.

I took the cigarette from Aunt Wang.

They looked at me in surprise.

I shivered and took a drag. Up to now, I have been completely confused. I ... I had a dream, a dream that predicted everything?

"Dad, our house, what about insurance?" My two fingers were smoking and trembling.

"No ..."

"It's really like this ... something big. 」

16

My house can't be bombed!

On summer nights, I squatted downstairs, guarding the gas tank, induction cooker and Erguotou. ...

Moved out of my house, and all the flammable and explosive things in my house are here.

At the barbecue stall, the adults have already fought. I don't know whose TV showed the countdown to the opening of the Olympic Games.

「5,4,3,2……」

I covered my ears and ran away, but I heard a loud noise on my head.

I slowly looked up while waiting, and the source of the explosion was still my home. The wall cracked. A bed, smoking ass, turned towards me.

I picked up a pot cover and stood in front of me.

In my limited vision, the bed keeps expanding above my head.

I gently scolded 1: "Fuck! 」

17

I opened my eyes and walked out of the living room trembling.

Two creditors are beating my dad.

"Is this dream endless?" I asked trembling.

"What? 」

"Why do I die so miserably every time? ! ! 」

"What are you doing? ! ! 」

18

Since then, my life has become an endless cycle.

No matter whether I live or die, no matter where I go ... as long as it's eight o'clock at night, my house will explode on time. I want to hit my dad in the living room as soon as I open my eyes!

I finally understand that I may be trapped in this day forever!

19

On summer nights, I rode my bike and sped along the national highway.

I just wanna get out of here. Get out of this fucking day!

Behind me, clusters of fireworks rose in the air and opened. That's fireworks to celebrate the Olympic Games. It's almost eight o'clock, and there's not much time left for me.

I narrowed my eyes, and the dazzling light in front lit me up. But it turned out to be just the high beam of a big truck.

I flew out in a parabola.

When I fell to the ground, my consciousness was completely blurred. Countless pains are boiling in every corner of the body. Body, involuntarily trembling slightly.

In a daze, I vaguely saw it A boy stopped in front of me.

Simple and clean short sleeves, wearing a medical mask and carrying a schoolbag.

On the wrist, wearing a red rope bracelet.

He opened his schoolbag, took out a small plastic box, took out a needle from it, bounced on the wall twice, leaned down and injected something into my arm.

I seem to have seen him.

The last thing I saw before I lost consciousness was that he lowered his head and kissed me gently on the forehead.

..... Is it my illusion?

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