"invisible" love

She felt a little lucky that it was not bad to have a fellow villager to accompany her when she went to a strange place to study for the first time. Besides, he is quite good at taking care of people.

In her eyes, he is a restless man. In the past, his ideal was to be a football star. When he went to college, he came up with the idea of being a writer and an IT elite. But after graduation, he only worked as a small salesman. At that time, most of the students' jobs had been decided, mostly small roles such as clerks, salesmen and salesmen. However, she has been hesitant. With her beauty and intelligence, she really doesn't want to give up a job with a monthly salary of only one or two thousand.

He invited her to eat duck blood fans and persuaded her to come to our company so that we could fight together. She said with a smile, we studied together in high school and went to college. Do you want me to stay with you forever? Embarrassed, he buried himself in a bowl of vermicelli and sweated. She doesn't like his embarrassing appearance, and she doesn't even shy away from expressing her love.

There is also a girl who scrimps and saves, subsidizes her boyfriend with the money she earned at work, but is reluctant to buy underwear for herself even 100 yuan until she graduates from college. When asked about her, she blushed and stammered, maybe she will stay with him ... However, I'm not sure how long it will last ... Besides, my parents have only one child and the family is poor. They still expect to enjoy some of my blessings, and they have to rely on me to take care of them when they are old ... I really don't know what to do!

Forced to make a living, she found several jobs in succession, but soon "fired" her boss.

Later, she shared a room with another girl, posted her resume online every day, and chatted with netizens on QQ when she was bored. She vaguely hopes to meet her in this life, and gradually understands why Xiao chose her instead of other rich girls: because only in front of her can he feel the condescending pleasure and unconditional obedience-he can't achieve spiritual equality by spending other people's money. I was half asleep when I got a phone call from a woman. She said her name was Anna. She's looking for Ryan. Of course I know Anna is Ryan's ex-girlfriend. They lived in a mausoleum, and then Anna went to Paris. Then Ryan bought a new house, and six months later, I lived in Ryan's house. Is to play a mother in the TV series "Look at this home". Zhu Yuanyuan said to the new Bai Qing, "Since I have been promoted to mother, I will certainly play a very natural role. I am very confident in this role. " However, the new Bai Qing was stunned by her next sentence: "This play is going to be filmed in Xiamen. I am too old to leave her at home, so I made a condition with the director to take my daughter to film!" New Bai Qing was surprised: "The child is so small, can it be reassuring to take it out?" What if something goes wrong? " That night, Xin tossed and turned in bed. When he got up early the next morning, the first thing he did was to pack all the supplies of the mother and daughter early and carefully put them in several big bags. . If she is greedy for this wealth, she will become a vase around Xiao: lovely, smiling sweetly, but never trembling; I know that my boyfriend has gone too far, but I have no courage to point it out; Dress in sync with the flowing stars, and always keep the appetite of anorexia patients for food on the table; Never be passionate about anything, but look as if you have seen the whole world. This is the specimen of the so-called "rich girlfriend". In fact, Jiang Xiaoyan doesn't like shark fin soup and lobster sashimi at all. In her opinion, the big lobster is so fierce that you can easily kill a few pounds of spicy crayfish by stepping on the trash can. "noble"

Sometimes he is online, and he will take the initiative to ask her about her recent situation, and his tone is very concerned. She was depressed, but the more she needed his care and warmth, we had a long talk. I said I didn't want to be apart. Whatever he is, I want to be together. I even begged him to go back to Nanjing again and again. I will convince my parents that we will fight together. First he comforted me, and then he lost his temper hysterically: "I will never go back to that broken place again." Going back will only make me miserable. I am disabled. Do I want those friends to see my jokes? " Do you want them to see me become a cripple? "I was shocked and didn't know what to say. The colder and meaner you are, the more often you stab him with words and choke him for a long time. In fact, there is resentment in her heart. If you can't run on your legs, he still stares at me firmly. At first, she was afraid to look him in the eye. Finally, she gritted her teeth and looked up at his line of sight. Come to me, why are you talking nonsense on the internet? In fact, Luo Xiuyao has also changed. Because of years of outdoor work, his original white skin has become dark and rough, and his black hair is always gray and fluffy; His voice became louder, because he often went out for midnight snack with his colleagues after work and had a beer belly. ...

After a while, she went online again, and his avatar was displayed as "Busy". Later, it was gloomy and disappeared. Her heart is getting darker and darker, and she is more upset because she is not looking for a job.

Looking back now, Sister Yue Ju was 26 years old. At the most beautiful time when a woman is in full bloom, it is not that there are no men pursuing her, but she always refuses. She must be waiting for someone. Lonely and helpless, I just pass the time by chatting online every day, and I met a man named Hua by chance. Hua is the boss of a private enterprise. Lin, who is in his thirties, is unmarried and insane, and mechanically carries out the orders of gangsters. At this moment, she suddenly saw Ruan Jintian coming out of the glass window. Ruan Jintian should also see what happened in the house. Suddenly, she saw a light in the dark, and her eyes were sparkling, but in an instant, the light went out ―― Ruan Jintian didn't break in like a hero, but looked in and walked straight away. . She gets along well with Hua, and Hua's sweet words make her very useful.

Shortly after meeting, she and Hua exchanged photos and both praised each other for their good looks. Hua also made a joke: seeing you, my powder in the Sixth Hospital has lost its color. To tell the truth, every time I chat with Hua wantonly, she always thinks that he can hear me, but every time I look at his QQ, he is not online.

Finally, she decided to agree to Hua's appointment. Seeing Hua, he is really a successful man's style, suit and tie, Audi A6, a big house of 200 square meters. In Hua's luxurious room, Hua took off his coat and said enthusiastically, dear, the journey is very tiring. Stay here tonight. Everything will satisfy you.

She instinctively stepped back, grabbed her bag and said, I'd better stay in a hotel. Hua Shanshan said nothing, so she arranged a luxury hotel for her.

At night, she thought about him over and over again. If he is half as active as Hua, she will choose him.

20 10 in the first half of February, she was not a night. Because of business, Xia Han went to a half-baked friend's party. Sitting next to her is a man about her age, brave and handsome. Through a friend's introduction, Xia Han learned that his name is Wu Meng and he works in a large Taiwan-funded enterprise in Xiamen. The other party received her business card, saw the title of general manager, was very polite to her and took the initiative to strike up a conversation with her. After the party, Xia Han is going to take a taxi home, because the car is temporarily driven to work. Martin offered to send her again and politely opened the back door of her BMW. A vain girl never mind eating spicy skewers and drinking tofu brain with him on the roadside, and even feel very happy. However, over the years, he can talk about those changeable ideals in front of her, but he can't even say a word of love. Alas, she couldn't help sighing heavily.

Hua asked her to move in again, and she said to think about it. When she goes back at night, she has a strong impulse: give him a call, even for the last time. I took out my mobile phone from my bag and saw that there were more than a dozen missed calls, all of which were him. There are three short messages, which are also him: Why aren't you online these two days? The girl in your roommate said you were out of town. Where have you been? Why didn't you answer my phone? Call me back.

At this time, Hua's phone also came and asked: Have you considered it? She said, I'll tell you the answer tomorrow.

She stared at the clock on the wall. Every time the second hand ticked, she would say, "Who do I love?" Lu is the department manager of a foreign company, with an annual salary of 200,000. He is respected by the boss and envied by the employees in the company. Up to now, she is thirty years old and has no boyfriend, so she can't help worrying herself. Her parents are more anxious to find someone to introduce her, but she doesn't like any of them! Her mother was so angry that she scolded, "Hum! I don't want to think that I have become a leftover woman, and I still ask for so much? In a few years, no one will want you even if you ask! " Her father also advised her to say, "Ping, just choose a real man to marry him. After all, the couple will live in the future. " ?

At that time, when the clock struck 12, she sent a short message to China: the person I love is him. Only then can I understand that she and Hua are just the objects of mutual comfort in spiritual emptiness.

When he saw him again, he clung to her for fear that she would run away again. He said, I like you from middle school. If you like Beckham, I practice football. If you like Zhang Ailing, I want to be a writer. If you like surfing the Internet, I want to make a website. But I never had the courage to say I love you.

She cried and asked, how can you still have the courage now? He smiled and said, I don't have the courage. I'm afraid you've been cheated by the bad guys. In fact, I follow you online every day, but I just can't see you. Seeing that you are not online for two days, I am really afraid of losing you. ...

She smiled through tears and joked, Oh, there you are.

She thinks that he is not only invisible on the Internet, but everything he has done in recent years is not silently loving himself behind his back.

From September, 2065438 to September, 2005, at the moment of their wedding, Zhang Yang told his touching love story at the invitation of this magazine ―― perhaps the love spoken may not be true love, but this "invisible" love must be the deepest and most sincere love.

Invisible