Cao Yunjin published a long blog post

In 2002, you claimed to run a school and teach. I came to Beijing to study alone and full of hopes. You said that the semester would be three years, the tuition would be 8,000 per year, and I would be awarded an art diploma after graduation. I just came here at that time. I also love cross talk, so I decided to stay and learn from you. After paying the tuition, you issued an invoice to me, signed and stamped it, so that my mother could safely leave me in your hands.

After I came here, I discovered that you don’t have any classrooms here at all. You teach at home. In addition to paying a tuition fee of 10,000 yuan per year, you also have to pay 500 yuan for meals and 500 yuan for living expenses every month. You need money to eat, and you need money to stay in a hotel. You always tell people that some apprentices are sons and daughters, raised at home. I don’t know who it is, anyway, I am not. Do you still remember? At that time, there were only two of us at home, and the master’s wife only came back a month ago. Once, your life was also tight. I stayed at your house, washed clothes and cooked for you, kept a dog, made tea, bought vegetables, and did housework. I learned skills for three years, and that's how I got here.

I don’t feel that I am suffering. This is how I should be when I first learn skills. But what I remember is that my mother was suffering. She worked hard to make money alone in Tianjin, and she was not willing to give up food or clothing. All the money she saved was used for me to learn skills. But one month in 2003, you kicked me out of your house before you could pay me for my meal. I slept on a bench in the park for a whole week. I was given room to live in. I really felt that I couldn't hold on anymore at that time. I remember the two of us packed big and small bags, along with my pots and pans, and he helped me move. Since we had no money, we couldn’t find a moving company. We took the last bus of 819, rushing like a blind stream to the place where the rent was 350 yuan a month. a small room, but no matter what, I finally found a place to live in Beijing again. So half a year passed.

Half a year later, you moved to Daxing Zaoyuan. You couldn’t afford the 1,500 yuan/month rent, so you asked me to share the rent. You said you would pay 1,000 yuan and I would pay 500 yuan. That’s how it was settled. I handed over the money in full and returned to your house. Who knew that the good times would not last long, because you were unhappy about trivial matters and kicked me out of the house again. Fortunately, I received the selfless help of Mr. Zhang Dewu and stayed in his studio for free. It was a basement. Due to the cold and damp conditions, I had eczema all over my body during the years I lived there. He had a layer of green hair and couldn't save food. After he came back often, the food he left behind became moldy. But I can have free accommodation in Beijing and be able to survive, which is good and I am content. Even though I have suffered a lot, I don't care. Whoever learns something has to endure some hardship. I believe that the sunshine always comes after the storm.

I know that at that time, you didn’t think highly of me and thought that among these apprentices, I was the least likely to learn anything famous. You read "Lotus from the Mouth" to He Yunwei, and I didn’t even have the qualifications to listen to it. No, you go into the house and close the door. I sit alone on the sofa in the living room and shed tears. I say to myself: "It doesn't matter. You study hard. If you speak better than anyone else in the future, he will eventually look up to you." Yes, I admire your talent. In terms of art, you are outstanding. I am willing to learn from you. I feel that no matter how harsh the conditions are, it is nothing more than a kind of experience. I hope that if I work hard, I can get what you have. Recognition, the audience likes me, and I am successful.

After three years of studying and apprenticeship, you changed from my "brother-in-law" to my master. You said that He Yunwei and I each have to pay 3,000 yuan as apprenticeship fee. This is the rule. Later, you felt that 3,000 was too little, and you thought you could still make money by thinking about it. You asked He Yunwei and I to agree on the same approach and tell Pan Yunxia that the apprenticeship fee was 5,000, so that you could earn an additional 2,000.

Subsequently, I worked for Deyun Club for five full years. During these five years, I felt that I had no regrets, worked hard and never complained to anyone. In life, for my juniors, I guide them through their work without reservation and teach them everything I know. On stage, I take all performances seriously, and unless I am injured, I will not miss every performance.

In the two years when the team was at its peak, the company did not have social security. I performed 32 performances in a month and received a salary of more than 4,000. At that time, I felt that a group of people worked together for a goal. Everyone is better and worthy, and more than 100 per game is nothing.

Of course you didn’t spare the audience who doubted you. You can scold everyone if you want, and hit them if you want. Correspondingly, you have also won rounds of public controversy and hype, and you continue to be on the hot news topics.

The audience likes your art, and the fans like your works. You gain their support and love for you by acting as a weakling and speaking out, so easily, you also instigate They followed you, cursed, cursed, and verbally criticized those "hostile forces". After several battles, you never suffered a setback, so you became more courageous as you fought.

Until one day, you suddenly posted a red message with happy words on Wang Xiaodong, the director of Beijing TV station who had just passed away due to illness, wrote limericks, and showed off your rhetoric. In this battle, you touched people's emotional bottom line. As a An artist will not even let go of the dead, not to mention he has nothing to do with your life, so you suffered a big loss the first time and had to restrain yourself and keep a low profile for a while. In fact, I have always wanted to ask, are all these things and all the people you scold all this time because you are right? Someone else is wrong? Is everyone sorry for you? Are you extremely innocent?

You accept an interview and tell everyone that today's society is sinister, people's hearts are unpredictable, and everyone has a dark mind. You close comments and say that people who comment on you have no good intentions, but why are there so many good people in the world? On the other hand, you can't see it, and you never encourage it. You only emphasize the method of holding grudges and retribution. What exactly do you intend to do? What are you preaching?

In 2010, during the so-called "August Storm", you cried everywhere, and a group of people left you at your critical moment and abandoned you. But in fact, I had no intention of leaving at that time. I just had doubts about the terms of your contract. After discussing with you and getting your permission, I did not sign the contract for the time being. You said to me: "Gold, at any time, at any time." You can perform in any theater. This is your privilege and my promise to you. "I also said to you at that time: "I will not take any money from any performance at home. This is my reward for you."

In September, the self-examination you arranged for the team ended, and everything returned to calm. I was still performing normally in the team. However, in mid-October, I was suddenly banned from performing by a "performance department" that I had never heard of. "I was banned from the stage. For this reason, I looked for you everywhere and had no way to communicate. It was not until November, when I lost the stage, that I realized that I might have been kicked out due to my previous behavior of not signing a contract. But I didn’t sign the contract. Did you agree to it personally? Have you forgotten?

At the end of November, I found a new stage and still did not give up on easing the relationship between you and me. I tried to get in touch with you, but you closed all the doors. I could only hold on to a trace of fantasy. I said to the audience who came to see me: "I have not left, you will always be my master." I always feel that in a few days, as long as we meet each other and talk things over, we will still sit together and laugh and curse. In short, this matter is over. In life, whose family doesn’t have conflicts and dissatisfaction? Be a little more sunny in your life, and that's it.

As a result, I didn’t wait to meet you because I wanted to keep it simple. At the end of 2012, at a certain event, you suddenly told the media: "Cao Yunjin, I can’t comment. He has been gone for three years, and I haven't received a single text message or seen anyone. "I was filming in Linyi, Shandong Province, and was confused by the reporter who came to visit me. I almost couldn't believe it. I showed my cell phone to the reporter. On the third day of the year and two birthdays, when you have big or small matters, I send greeting messages to you and my wife, and my wife also responds.

At first I thought it was a misinformation from the media. When I went back to the hotel and watched the video, I realized it was you who said it yourself. I felt aggrieved and sad, and I suddenly had mixed feelings.

In early 2013, you appeared on the CCTV Spring Festival Gala, which you had previously sworn not to attend. One day when you were reviewing the program, I met you unexpectedly at the gate of CCTV. I thought it might be destined that I I have this kind of relationship with you, and when we talk face to face, we can still be the same as before. There is no hatred or resentment between you and me.

At that time, Liu Yuntian and I just wanted to go up and say hello, but the moment you saw us approaching, you immediately turned around and got into the car, closed the door, and isolated us. You avoided paying attention in the car, and I was stunned at that time. There, it feels like I've been hit in the head. It's really reached the point where you can't or won't face me anymore? I even felt desperate and realized for the first time that maybe this knot would never be untied.

As of 2016, six years after I left, I believe that I have never said anything bad in any public place or in front of the media. I have never said a bad word about you. I have never discredited your team, because I lived and developed there in the past, and I still have deep affection for the past years. I hope to keep a relatively peaceful memory for my life. I am grateful to you from the bottom of my heart. It was you who led me to the door, but in the end, emotionally, it was you who pushed me out of the door with your own hands.

Why do you, everyone, and the media talk about the relationship between master and apprentice, but when you turn to me, you talk about a cold contract? The contract is full of restrictions and there is no development. I have the desire to pursue higher progress, I want to expand my career, and I want to be able to bring my mother to my side as soon as possible to fulfill my filial piety, so I came to you to discuss it and wanted to find a middle way. But just because of this, I was banned from acting, and I am no longer your apprentice. Just because of this, I even become a traitor in your words. From now on, I will be a heinous sinner who deceives his master and destroys his ancestors? I don't understand.

Over the years, I have always been slandered for no reason. You even asked your brother-in-law to write a book to slander me. His book was full of nonsense, wantonly slandering my character and slandering everyone who left. Even Mr. Zhang Wenshun’s identity as the founder was flatly denied in his book. Excerpts from this book have been widely circulated on the Internet in the form of insider revelations, all of which are slanderous and malicious rumors against me and everyone who has left. Actually, don’t you know where your brother-in-law came from? You should know better than anyone else, how could he know what happened back then? He hasn't even experienced it.

You are smart, you are very popular, you have a huge fan base, this is your ability, so whenever you have a chance, you go on Weibo and scold all the people who left your development, you scold I, scolded Liu Yuntian, scolded He Yunwei, scolded Li Jing, scolded Xu Deliang, scolded Wang Wenlin, scolded Zhang Dewu who had supported you selflessly. Later, you simply stopped naming him, just pointed at Sang and Huai, and insinuated that no one would be spared as long as he left you. You didn't let go of Guo Heming, Han Hexiao, Chu Hexiong, Wang Heguan, Zhang Jiufang, Dai Jiu'an, even these "Xiaohe" and "Xiaojiu" juniors who came out and developed independently on their own. You even said on Weibo, "There are many disciples who have developed on their own, and we are all very close." No more, really no more, you have scolded everyone who left, not a single one is left behind, who else is close to you? ?

You said you were deeply hurt, so you couldn’t look away, but did my departure and the departure of others affect you? You should perform, perform in commercials, record programs, and enjoy unlimited glory. The only difference is that we no longer make money for you, so you hate us and scold us? Every time you mention it, I will be scolded overwhelmingly by your fans, your people, and your trolls. If those scoldings were knives, I would have been cut to pieces and to pieces! I'm so hurt!

I couldn’t figure out why you did this at first, but now I understand that you control the right to speak and use public opinion to overwhelm me. You just want me to have a bad life. I didn’t sign the contract of sale. , I will no longer make money for you, so I have to die. I shouldn’t hang around in the entertainment industry and be an eyesore to you.

Especially since last year, you have taken advantage of new cooperation platforms and new opportunities to speak, stood on the highest moral ground, and brought up old things again, but you still dare not name them and use "stab in the back" , put to death" such alarmist remarks confuse the public. You no longer provoke big institutions and big platforms, but point the finger at those of us who have left, people who are weaker than you. We have become your new targets of abuse, in order to create hype topics and portray you as "betrayed by others." , the perfect image of being kind-hearted and soft-hearted.

On the Internet, you hired trolls to distort the past history. I saw all kinds of malicious rumors, trying to rewrite the history of the year by any means, and mold me into an ungrateful, unfaithful and unfilial person. The "traitor" who cannot stand up is completely trying to destroy me with cyber violence. Let me ask you, if I never defend or speak out and remain silent in response, then who is going to kill whom in the end?

In life, you also set up problems for me everywhere: At the end of 2010, I held a solo concert at the Tianjin Stadium, and you told the venue staff: "Let the fire fighters fail, let them stir up the trouble." One year In November, I held a special 10th anniversary performance at Beijing Exhibition Center. On the first day of the performance, the stage design team came in to set up the stage. You just finished the commercial performance that night. You went to the person in charge and said: "Don't set up the stage for this kid. Let me see what he does." Acting." I felt very aggrieved after hearing this, but I didn't want to break up with you. Anyone can pretend, and this matter will not affect me. In 2013, I received an invitation from Tianjin Satellite TV's Spring Festival Gala, and everything was ready after normal preparations. , the director team told me: "Jin Zi is sorry, because he is here, you can't come." In 14 years, it was also the second year you contacted the Spring Festival Gala team. Maybe you had the confidence to cooperate with the Spring Festival Gala in the first year, and you and the director The team said: "I am without him, and he is without me." But unfortunately, whether anyone can attend the Spring Festival Gala depends on the review results; during the three years of your strategic cooperation with a certain online platform, I was on the platform There is not a single piece of news that belongs to me. It was you who said: "If you want to cooperate exclusively with me, you cannot have his promotion." I have endured it. Similar things have gone through many twists and turns over the years. I can hardly count them. One by one, one by one, I got used to it, and my heart gradually became cold.

Perhaps you never really thought about me. I still remember that after filming "The Legend of Dou Tianbao" in 2007 and later in the second year, many actors said backstage: "Jin Jin acted." That's great, this kid is so popular." At that time, I was still a young boy in my early twenties. I was very happy after hearing such direct praise, but you pointed at my face and said, "Believe it or not. The scene has been cut, so don’t think about the day when it will be popular.” I remember I was embarrassed at the time and comforted myself that you were joking. Now that I think about it, you are not joking. You don’t like me, so you don’t want me at all. It's best to be mediocre all your life and just make money for you.

It’s funny to me that I once hoped that there might be a day when the clouds would be calm, so I had never responded to all the lies you said before, but this does not mean that I am afraid of you. It’s not that I have a guilty conscience, it’s just that I’m saving the last trace of my face for your shady past and your unflattering methods. I didn't expect that today, you would hate me so much and wish for me to die. I guess, on the one hand, I will no longer make money for you, and on the other hand, you have to show it to the apprentices who are still here with you. If you leave me, who will None of them will end well. You have too many tricks. You want to kill me as a warning. You want to ruin my reputation and make me irrecoverable. You know that I know your shady past best. My reputation is so bad that no one will believe me if I tell you. You will be safe in this life.

But paper can never keep fire. Unless you have never been wronged in your life, do you still remember why you moved from You'anmen to the post office dormitory in Daxing in 2004? Do you still remember that there was a person named Yang Xinhua in your life? Do you still remember the female reporter who followed you? Have you forgotten all about the costume store in Zhushikou? Maybe these trivial things will be gradually forgotten by you along with the tall image you have established.

Don’t go too far. My kindness and my repeated forbearance did not make you feel sorry for me. Instead, it made your vicious heart even worse and created a book. "Family Tree", the bright red font is particularly eye-catching: "The two people who used the name Yun deceived heaven and destroyed their ancestors and rebelled against human ethics. They betrayed their teachers and sought glory in times of adversity. They made evil words and framed them with cruel intentions. Such shamelessness is outrageous. For "The police acted like this, took back my stage name and kicked me out of the school." The above groundless accusations were full of murderous intent and maliciously framed me, which made me feel that there was no reason to accuse me.

You have guided public opinion and raised the personal attacks on me to an unprecedented level. You have murderous intentions and want to crucify us on the moral pillar of shame. Only after death do you feel happy to be reviled by others? You said you wanted to give an explanation to the people who stayed behind. This was not an explanation, but a threat. You wanted to tell them: "If you dare to leave, this will be the result. I can easily manipulate public opinion and make you ruined and unable to stand up." "There is no recovery."

So, I don’t want to remain silent anymore. It’s time. It hurts to open the scars, but it’s time to come to an end. I don’t want my fans, viewers and friends who have supported me and understood me all the way. , while bearing your crazy abuse and insults for me, you also want to help me clarify the truth that you have covered up. Yes, they don't have as many fans as you, nor are they as crazy as your trolls, but they are people who truly love and care for me. No matter how few people are together, it still makes me feel warm. It is also what I cherish most at the moment, so I don’t want them to be hurt like me again. I think I should stand up and give them a true explanation, and also give myself a complete innocence.

You said you wanted to take back the word "cloud". Sorry, the cloud is not yours, it was given to you by the founder, Mr. Zhang Wenshun. The origin of the word "cloud" comes from Mr. Zhang Wenshun's study - Tingyunxuan. Mr. Zhang calls himself "the master of Tingyunxuan". It was Mr. Zhang who gave me the word "Yun". The teacher said, "It is too desolate to listen to the wind, and too sad to hear the rain. The clouds are the hometown of cranes, and the voice in the clouds is the most beautiful. You will be called Cao Yunjin." He used the word "cloud" to name us, and he also hoped that "virtuous clouds will be with us." ", it's a pity that your "virtue" is gone, but my "cloud" is still there. In the later period, my husband was seriously ill and was recuperating at home. I went to visit him. Mr. Zhang gave me his beloved "Tingyun Louzhu" hand seal and told me that the inheritance has a long way to go. I think it is my responsibility to fulfill my husband's last wish and " The word "Yun" will be carried forward. I will continue to use the name Cao Yunjin and never change it in my life.

Mr. Zhang Wenshun's famous seal

"Teacher's Theory" says, "A teacher is someone who preaches the truth, accepts karma, and resolves doubts." It's not that you kill them all just for the sake of making a statement. I won't learn from you. The holiday also repays years of hard work, sincerity and youth. Finally, I would like to advise you, please stop trying your best to hype things up. Under the banner of tradition, you use a family tree to advocate the feudal idea of ??"those who follow me will prosper, and those who go against me will perish", and morally kidnap me and others. , this is not the behavior of a teacher. I have a clear conscience, it is you who have made the world dangerous, but the sunshine of my world is that we have different paths and do not conspire against each other. In this way, life is a long road, and we really don’t need to see each other again.