Novel: Sun Xiaoqian's Perfect Life-A Good Story to Remember.

Sun Xiaoqian felt that marriage was unhappy.

She met her husband Wang Ping on a blind date after work.

She had a boyfriend when she was in college, and they hit it off very well. But when she was about to graduate, due to the pressure of finding a job, Sun Xiaoqian finally chose to go back to her parents, and her boyfriend stayed in Beijing to start a business. This relationship lasted for another two years in the state of separation between the two places, and finally ended without results.

To be fair, Sun Xiaoqian is not particularly beautiful, but she is fair-skinned, well-proportioned, with deer-like almond eyes and gentle and moving temperament, so many people chase her after work.

But Sun Xiaoqian's parents always thought those men were unreliable until the blind date met Wang Ping.

Wang Ping worked as a physics teacher in a middle school and graduated from 985 College. His parents are both civil servants and their families are well-off. These hardware conditions fully meet the requirements of Sun Xiaoqian's parents. After several months of contact, Wang Ping's performance is slow and steady, not utilitarian and not calculating. At first glance, he is the kind of good man who can live a lifetime.

Sun Xiaoqian, who has experienced endless love twists and turns, is already tired. She is not a particularly positive person. She thinks she has missed her love. Fortunately, it is better to listen to her parents' arrangements, but she also saves a lot of heart.

So they got married.

Married life is really smooth, with a car, a house and children, but Sun Xiaoqian always feels something is missing.

Wang Ping is very busy at work and always makes up lessons. After class, he either collapsed on the sofa or sat in front of the computer playing games.

I have no mood for life at all.

His appearance is not her type: she wears high heels, Wang Ping is as tall as her, he is slightly fat, has a soft stomach, has no chest muscles and wears glasses.

Sun Xiaoqian's hobby is reading novels, especially long foreign novels with romantic plots. She also likes watching feature films, and occasionally follows popular TV series.

But these husbands are not interested.

A while ago, Nirvana in Fire was very popular, and Sun Xiaoqian was fascinated.

On that day, on a whim, she took him to watch it together. After sitting for five minutes, he couldn't sit still. He muttered "Boring, wasting his brain" and went back to his study to continue playing games, leaving Sun Xiaoqian alone on the sofa with an unhappy face.

The gas in her chest is enough to detonate a ton of explosives.

Mother-in-law is sitting at the dining table feeding fruit to her grandson. Seeing that the atmosphere was wrong, she hurried to make up the field: "Alas, he made up the class for the students all day, and his brain was tired. Let him go! " Let him relax ... "

Sun Xiaoqian felt that her mother-in-law's words were obviously protecting her calf, and her heart was even more wronged, and tears swirled in her eyes.

No longer in the mood to watch TV series, she went into the bedroom, lying in bed, crying silently.

What's the point of such a day? Without communication, life is like a stagnant pool.

After that, she forbade Wang Ping to play games.

She accused him of poor taste, no teacher's appearance, and always playing games in his spare time, which would have a bad influence on his children in the future.

Later, Wang Ping really quit the game.

Wang Ping, who quit the game, had no other hobbies, so he began to watch TV dramas, but the taste of watching TV dramas was very single, and he only loved spy films and anti-Japanese dramas.

As a result, the days after work became, Sun Xiaoqian watched movies and hit dramas on the computer, and Wang Ping sat on the sofa in the living room like a Millennium-old statue, watching the Millennium-old anti-Japanese war films.

The bright or dark light on the TV screen is reflected on Wang Ping's thick eyes, which is bizarre. The sound of gunshots and gunfights filled the living room, which made Sun Xiaoqian feel uneasy.

Sadly, she found that she still had nothing to say with him.

Not only that, Wang Ping is always dismissive of what he wants to do, and his words are full of disgust.

She wants to learn how to make cakes for her children, so she bought a lot of equipment and raw materials from the Internet, including eggbeaters, ovens, cream, molds and so on.

On weekends, she gets up early and makes cakes for her children with great interest.

When she first used the eggbeater, she didn't use it very well. As soon as the motor was turned on, eggs and cream foam splashed out, and the serving boards on the wall splashed everywhere.

Wang Ping saw it, and came over to her and muttered, "I said that you have that skill, so you might as well learn to cook for your children. Look, you've left it everywhere. Mom will have to clean it up for you later. If you don't work here, it's just a mess! "

She suddenly felt a piece of lead in her chest, and her good mood vanished, and she couldn't say a word.

She likes traveling. When she was in college, she often had a whim, packed her bags and set off. Before getting married, she had been to many ethnic minority places and distant scenic spots. She enjoys rape blossoms in Wuyuan in May, boating in Kanas Lake in Xinjiang and visiting the quiet Wuzhen in winter. ...

But since following Wang Ping, she has never been out of the province except for her honeymoon in Yunnan. Wang Ping is busy with work and has to make up lessons in winter and summer vacations. The most important thing is that he doesn't like traveling. He always thinks traveling is expensive and laborious.

Whenever Sun Xiaoqian mentioned a travel plan, he encouraged Sun Xiaoqian to go by himself: "Sign up for a group and go by yourself! Save my share of the money and do some shopping ... "

What's the point of going alone? So, Sun Xiaoqian also don't go in anger.

02

Sun Xiaoqian feels that life is boring and depressing, and it seems that there is no end in sight.

She must devote herself to her work.

As a result, Sun Xiaoqian also began to work overtime, taking the initiative to work overtime and working overtime endlessly.

Sun Xiaoqian works in a foreign trade company and is responsible for writing product copywriting and publicity materials. She is a liberal arts student, with a good pen and an aura. It turned out that she was determined to be a good wife and mother, and she always had a coping attitude towards her work. Now, she has devoted herself to her work and her career has developed rapidly.

The director was full of praise for her work.

The supervisor is a new employee. He is very handsome and tall, just like the actor Wang Kai in Nirvana in Fire. At the first sight of the supervisor, Sun Xiaoqian felt his eyes shine. But it is only for the moment, and there is no other idea.

One day, Sun Xiaoqian was working overtime again, writing promotional words for the company's new towels with pictures. She was so inspired that she forgot the time. She looked up at her watch. It was past 8 o'clock. The whole office building was empty except for a dim light on her booth. She suddenly felt hungry.

When packing, she took out a box of biscuits from the drawer.

Chief Zhou probe came in: "Still working overtime? You always seem to work overtime recently? "

"Ah, director!" She stood up with biscuits in her hand and crumbs on her mouth. Looks like a cute reckless girl.

Zhou couldn't help laughing: "Going back so late every day, is the object okay?"

Sun Xiaoqian a pie mouth: "My husband is busier than me. Anyway, the child is watching. "

"children? Really can't see that you already have children? I thought you were a little girl! "

Sun Xiaoqian bowed his head and smiled shyly. She felt greatly benefited by his praise.

Zhou looked through his newly printed manuscript again, and read such sentences as "gentle touch, like the warm wind in the ancient city in May", "infatuation with the forest" and "Yuan Ye in spring". He couldn't help boasting: "Your copywriting is very hard! There is a gas field. "

Sun Xiaoqian smiled happily again.

"Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner!"

"eat?" Sun Xiaoqian shook his head: "The meal is ready at home, don't mention it!"

"Let's go, I'm just hungry! Just a meal, maybe I can learn some company gossip from you! "

He put one hand in his trouser pocket, cocked his head and looked at her with a warm smile on his face.

Sun Xiaoqian was excited, as if he hadn't felt this way for a long time.

Yes, just a meal.

She nodded her head in agreement.

Zhou took her to a Japanese restaurant. The store is decorated in an idyllic style, with pavilions, small bridges and flowing water, surrounded by green trees and cherry blossoms, with warm yellow lights and blurred music, as if entering a dream.

They sat near the pool. When they leaned over, they could see the red and white koi fish, swimming quietly in the green water.

"It's so beautiful here!" Sun Xiaoqian's eyes like not enough to see, looking around.

"I think you will like it here." Zhou's voice is calm and magnetic.

I thought this meal might be awkward, but I didn't expect the two of them to have a good chat. Zhou can see that her copywriting was inspired by Haruki Murakami's works. They exchanged literature, movies and travel experiences.

Sun Xiaoqian was surprised that a businessman had such a profound literary accomplishment.

Zhou didn't expect that this seemingly simple girl had a lot of ideas in her heart. Originally, he just wanted to thank her for her support of his work. Now, his appreciation of her has deepened.

I feel that the time spent with Zhou passes quickly, and I have a feeling that I haven't said enough.

When she got home at night, she lay in bed and smiled unconsciously, like a girl who had just fallen in love. The feeling of heartache made her feel that every pore in her body seemed to come alive.

That night, she had a dream. I dreamed that she and Zhou were walking in the streets of Old Town of Lijiang with backpacks, and soon they climbed the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain. The sun is shining, the snow-capped mountains are shining with gold, and they are jumping for joy. Zhou bowed his head and kissed her. She was soft and intoxicated in front of his broad chest. ...

As soon as her son rolled over, his little hand slapped her in the face and woke up.

Snow-capped mountains, ancient cities and lakes are all gone, leaving only Wang Ping's slightly swollen face with clear glasses marks at the other end of the bed.

"awake?" Wang Ping opened his eyes and asked her:

"hmm." She managed to squeeze out a smile, afraid of being hit by him, feeling a little guilty and ashamed.

She turned around and sighed softly. It seems that in this life, some beautiful things can only be relived in dreams.

03

Sun Xiaoqian didn't expect this dream to come true in reality soon.

During the May Day holiday, the company held an outing and signed up voluntarily.

This is the first time that the company has held outdoor activities. The former female supervisor seldom organizes activities unrelated to business, while Zhou is just the opposite. He naturally infiltrated his literary atmosphere into the management of the company.

Sun Xiaoqian signed his name without thinking.

She was so excited that she wanted to go out for a walk. Of course, the subconscious is also summoned by that dream. She thought, this is a group activity, and we can bravely participate without any psychological burden. It's the best of both worlds.

On the day of the trip, Zhou contacted the travel company to pack a bus, and more than a dozen people in the company pulled enough for one car.

That day. Actually, Zhou is carrying a guitar. He played the guitar for everyone on the road and led everyone to sing "Let's Paddle".

Looking at the beautiful scenery outside the window and Zhou's warm smiling face, I think this kind of life is what she wants.

Poetic and beautiful.

In the evening, everyone stayed in the villa that had been booked for a long time. There are more than a dozen rooms in that big villa. After climbing the Tianshan Mountains, everyone was exhausted and went home early.

When I was preparing to wash, I suddenly received a short message from Zhou: "It's still early, do you want to come out and sit down?" I'll wait for you downstairs. "

She went to the window, lifted the curtain and saw Zhou wearing a T-shirt cowboy, leaning under the big pagoda tree in the courtyard.

That figure looks like a handsome boy.

She suddenly wants to breathe the fresh air in the mountains with Zhou.

She quickly changed into a pale pink dress, combed her hair casually and went downstairs.

They sat on the rocks on the cliff, their heads covered with stars. Zhou brought two cans of beer, opened it and handed her one.

She looked at him and smiled tacitly.

"I didn't expect you to sing very well."

"Still want to listen to? However, the guitar is in the car and I can sing. "

She took a sip of beer and said nothing. She just looked at him and smiled.

The starry sky in the mountains is really beautiful!

Suddenly, I asked Zhou, "Where is your husband? Why don't you bring him with you? "

She looked lonely: "He doesn't like traveling. He is a teacher and has to make up lessons for students during the holidays. "

Zhou nodded and said nothing.

"What about you? Separated? "

"I am divorced, and the divorce lawsuit has been going on for more than a year."

"Why? Because she still loves you? "

In the dead of night, the air in the mountains is refreshing, which makes people want to open their hearts involuntarily.

"Did she love me? I don't know. However, in the last days, there must be no love. Both of them exposed the ugliest side. "

Looking at Zhou in the distance, his eyes are a little desolate.

"For property?"

"Well, for real estate. I bought the house in full before marriage, but she has to split it in half. "

"What was the result?"

"The result, of course, is that she lost the lawsuit. I keep the receipt for buying a house, and the bank's payment record is very clear. "

Heart thumped, she didn't expect Zhou to have such a side, which seems to be inconsistent with his literary temperament.

Man, what a complicated animal.

"Why did you divorce? Is the relationship not good? " She can't help wanting to know him again.

"She is too strong. Her career is better than mine, and she unconsciously brought that strong leadership style home. Of course, she is excellent and charming. However, with her, I am very tired. She always wants to regulate me and correct me. My hobbies are idle in her eyes ... "

Zhou took a sip of beer and poured out his pent-up depression.

Sun Xiaoqian a commotion in my heart.

Perhaps, even she didn't realize it, she actually had a little hope for Zhou, so she didn't want to know him.

At the moment, however, she seemed to see the little flame that had just been lit in her heart, which was slowly extinguished.

She couldn't help looking at herself against Zhou's words: she didn't have Zhou's ex-wife's shrewdness and independence, but she didn't complain about any common faults of women last week.

People who don't know her are often deceived by her appearance and take it for granted that she is gentle. In fact, at home, isn't she also very critical of Wang Ping?

She can't understand the hard work of his work, but only brag about his hobbies and dig at his taste. She asked him to pay a salary and only gave him 200 yuan every month. ...

In the same situation, if it was Zhou, I'm afraid I couldn't bear to divorce her long ago.

The night wind is like this, there are unknown birds whispering, the air is filled with the fragrance of mint grass, and the atmosphere is still romantic.

Just, I don't know, my heart has quietly experienced some waves.

04

One day two months later, I went to see a client with Zhou.

Those personal contacts make them cooperate more tacitly in their work.

The talks were very successful, and the customer signed a supply order for two years at a time.

After work, Zhou invited her to have dinner together. Still in that chic Japanese food store, or that seat by the pool.

Zhou said, "Next month, I will go to Nanjing, where there is a newly opened branch."

"Oh, congratulations, is it a raise?" Sun Xiaoqian's voice is thin and small.

"Come with me. I will recommend you to be a department manager with a double salary. " Zhou looked at her, her eyes full of expectation and anxiety.

Sun Xiaoqian dare not look up into his eyes, which are too deep and too bright.

She was deep in thought and didn't know how to answer.

"In addition to work, I have different feelings for you. I think you can feel it. I know it's a little urgent to tell you this now, but I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future. " He grabbed her hand and said seriously, "Xiao Gan, come with me. You are still young, give yourself a chance to live the life you really want ... "

Feeling the temperature of the palm, Sun Xiaoqian wanted to cry. She can't stand that man's love.

Damn, he can always easily stir up waves in her heart.

The food is a little heavy, and even the music in the restaurant is full of parting feelings.

He sent her home. Before getting off the bus, he grabbed her arm and begged, "Xiao Gan, seriously consider my proposal."

She nodded and suddenly felt a little tired.

By the time she got home, her son had fallen asleep and her husband was still preparing lessons in the study.

The door of the study was slightly open, and she caught a glimpse of her husband's unchanging back, but she felt a sense of security in her heart.

Husband and Zhou are two completely different men.

Zhou's melancholy and poetic prodigal temperament not only intoxicated her, but also made her uneasy.

She was lying in bed, holding her son gently beside her, and his body smelled of fresh bath. My parents-in-law must have bathed my son.

Speaking of which, she has a pair of good in-laws.

They take good care of her children and cook three meals a day. Although my in-laws live with them, they never interfere in their lives by seniority. In fact, they depend on her for everything.

After marriage, she has never cooked a meal independently, and rarely gets her hands dirty at home. So she naturally kept the girl's mind and appearance, without special maintenance. Unlike her girlfriend her age, she smells like a married woman.

She thought of her husband again.

Although Wang Ping doesn't understand amorous feelings, he is willing to be controlled by her. Every month, he gave her his salary smoothly and gave up the game for her for many years.

All this, if not love, how can it be done?

When she has her period, he will even help her wash her underwear, as long as she says. She was ill, and he took good care of her, serving tea and pouring water, without a complaint.

Even after living as a husband and wife, he insisted on wearing condoms. After years of marriage, she has never had an abortion.

I remember one year, she accompanied her best friend to have an abortion. After the operation, my girlfriend was sallow and couldn't stand straight. At that moment, she felt extremely gratified when she thought of Wang Ping.

Isn't his self-discipline out of love for her?

And their son, what a lovely little angel! It is simply the cutest in the world!

How can she stand not seeing him for a day?

Looking back on life, for many years, her romantic literary temperament always made her want to find a perfect life.

However, what kind of life is perfect

Wang Ping can't give it. Can Zhou give it?

That night, she tossed and turned and thought a lot.

For the first time after marriage, she felt that she had grown up again.

05

The next morning, I sent an email to Zhou.

When the email was sent, she was a little uneasy, but more relaxed.

When she got off work at noon, she received Zhou's reply.

Sun Xiaoqian read the letter, and her mouth rose unconsciously, but tears welled up in her eyes.

Ding-dong, her cell phone rang.

It was Zhou's short message: "Can we still be friends? I also want to find my own happiness. I may need your encouragement in this process. "

Sun Xiaoqian smiled, and she replied, "Of course. I've broken my fantasy about you. I think we will be good friends. "

Putting down the phone, she felt like a clear water dried in the sun, warm and clear.

When he came home from work that day, Sun Xiaoqian deliberately asked Wang Ping, "Hey, do you keep the payment receipt for our house?"

"Why did you leave that? I threw it away early. " Wang Ping thinks her question is puzzling.

Sun Xiaoqian went around behind him and insisted, "My name is added to the real estate license, so don't keep the bank receipt. Aren't you afraid that I will divorce you one day and compete with you for real estate? " Sun Xiaoqian half-jokingly tempted.

The king was handed to the toilet with a stick. Without looking up, he said in a muffled voice, "What's the use of keeping the house without my wife?" "

Sun Xiaoqian couldn't help laughing at his stupidity: "If you lose your wife, you can get married again!"

"Married again? I haven't thought about it since I met you. " Wang Ping opened his mouth and answered casually and firmly.

When the toilet opened, Wang Ping pulled out a stick, and several stars of water were brought out of the urinal and splashed on his face. Not annoyed, silently put the stick behind the door, turned around and climbed onto the water platform, turned on the tap, and washed his face with water one by one.

Sun Xiaoqian looked at his chubby hunchback, and suddenly his nose was sour and tears flowed down.