Never turn on the phone mute mode again!

Just when I opened my eyes from my sleep, I saw the shiny mobile phone screen-my father called.

"Hey, dad-"

"Where are you? What are you doing? "

"Ah, I'm sleeping-what's the matter?"

"Why don't you answer so many calls? We didn't sleep well all night, worrying about your accident. "

"Ah ... is everything all right in the house?"

"I'm just afraid something will happen to you."

"……"

When I hung up the phone, I saw thirty missed calls and ten short messages with red dots, and I gasped. When I clicked in, it was all at home. The text messages are all "answer the phone", "call back" and "urgent, I hope to reply". I feel guilty. Then open QQ, WeChat, all family messages, unacceptable video calls.

I know I haven't called home for a week, but I didn't expect such serious consequences. I heard from my mother that my sister was scolded by my father again, calling her for not taking good care of me and not contacting me often ... I really want to cry! If I were my sister, I would definitely want to jump into the river. Growing up, whenever something happened to my sister, it was always on me. So I weakly apologized to my sister on QQ-

Me (guilty face): Sister, I'm sorry that you were scolded again!

Elder sister (smiled coldly): Nothing, I'm used to it.

Me (in distress situation): What can I do? !

Elder sister: Why didn't you answer when I said I would call you in the middle of the night? They didn't believe me when I said you were asleep.

Inner OS: Oh, my God! Why did you call me at one or two in the morning?

Sister: She woke up from a dream and called you, still crying.

……

Dad called at noon, another sermon. I muttered, "How can I get it if you call me early in the morning?" "How could you have missed the bell?" I've told you many times, but you won't listen ... "Indeed, because my mobile phone has been on and off, many calls have not been answered, and few people call me except my family." Often in class, mobile phones are turned on silently ... ""We don't make phone calls in class. Turn on the bell, do you hear? " "oh ..."

Unconsciously, I went to see those missed calls. It started at one o'clock in the morning, then stopped for two or three hours at two o'clock, and started again at five or six o'clock until I picked up the phone at eight o'clock. I seem to see their anxious faces when they call me at night, and see my mother wiping her tears. I was sleeping soundly at that time.

Accustomed to it, I always forget it. I also thought about calling home, but I didn't know what to say, so I had to persuade myself to forget it, and then I didn't contact home for a long time. I waited until my home called and asked if I had any living expenses. I can't talk for a long time, but I still call from time to time, because I can feel at ease when I hear the calm voice of the other party.

Look at the phone finally connected at eight o'clock this morning, which is just over two minutes, not to mention the silence during the call and the hesitation time when preparing to hang up. Yes, I called for hours, hoping I could pick up and say, "I'm fine!" " "

My nose is a little sour, so I can't hold back my tears and dare not think deeply.

Mom, what did she dream? Am I miserable in her dream … I told her not to watch those messy TV dramas! Still silently turn the volume of the mobile phone to the maximum and confirm it several times. Then I sent her the numbers of my roommate and teacher according to my mother's instructions, and added, "Don't worry, I am blessed by Guanyin Bodhisattva." Maybe pretending to be dissatisfied can dilute the mood swings that this incident has brought me. But I didn't tell her that she was actually my Guanyin Bodhisattva.

Who made himself determined to stay as far away from home as possible when filling out his volunteers? Now they are not far from the province, so let them worry so much. So I am such a worrying person.

Although I am still a post-95 s, I have the attributes of an old cadre. I don't want my mobile phone to tie me down, so I can't take it as long as I can. I'm tired of the flood of information. I just don't turn on the volume and watch social software. I thought I was handsome and happy, but I didn't expect to make a big mistake.

"The mobile phone is for you to contact your family!" Dad often says this, but I often forget it. Even before today, I always thought that I was dispensable in a family with many children, and my position in their hearts was just that. Now I know I was wrong, but I'm glad I was wrong.

"She had a dream and called you and cried."

Seeing the news, I smiled red.

I will be fine, and I dare not be fine. I still have a lot of unfinished business, including the bad check I wrote you!

Fortunately, I am still a student and a child with nowhere to live except at home. So you will call me and expect me to call you often. Moreover, if children become a family, many parents will be embarrassed to call them children for fear of being disturbed.

However, just call me. I will never turn on the mute mode again, because I want to hear your voices.

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